weinchester_life

2011

2011-12-26T17:22:00.000+08:00

So what's this about? All of a sudden , after almost a year I just whiz myself back in this joint? Never bothered to leave any messages or post any pictures and stuff, what gives me the right to do that? Well, it is my blog after all. Speaking of which, revamp! Like it?

I don't think that most people will read this piece and I am not gonna publisize, cos I'm just going to use this space to say what I'm thinking, a place to vent, and stuff like that, because I really need to vent. I have all this thoughts inside my head that I just need to get out. Those things that I wish I could have done, things I plan to do and those things that I am going to do.

Before I go on, I just need to say, what a mess I have made of myself this year. I regret. You know how funny it is that you've turned legal but that doesn't mean you're mature and makes the right decisions.

I'm spiralling, and its not good.

2010-12-31T13:56:00.002+08:00

End of 2010

The year of 2010 is an epic year of my life. With it, events that define my life; complete with joy, sadness, and disappointment with a hint of "cheap" success. 2010, 2009... when will I get an overall good year? *sigh*

Looking back at 2010, I can hardly remember what happened before I went to NUS. Its like all the memory space has been taken up by a new environment and massive amounts of data input in a short period of time.

I still remember the trip back in January...

We had lots of fun, and I went shopping crazy. It all seems so far away, all that is left are these memories...
We're not even that close anymore...

Then there was the CNY.

It was a pretty great celebration, because everyone in the family came back, even my brother did, because he no longer had to stay in India. Did tons of visiting too, with both family and friends. I will always remember gambling with beer at Mich's house, about how I made everyone drink and avoided drinking twice in a row!

I seriously wanted to get a proper job, but I didn't, was it because I couldn't? Just one of the failures of my life. You'll see more of that later on.

Who could forget the STPM results day?

the reporter emailed it to me.

It was a happy day, my happy day. Sadly tho, it did not reap much results for me.

With that came all the University applications and scholarship applications. I managed to get into all the Universities that I want, even those that I don't, but not the scholarships... Its like no matter how good I do, I'll never be good enough. Just one of the failures of my life. I think its unhealthy to dwell on failures huh?

Scholarship interviews brought me to KL and Miri.

This hostel does not know comfort but has the best locality ever

One of the best hotels I've been in.

Miri

The second Marriot in the same week.

Make no mistake that the interviews were valuable experiences and I met some nice people along with it too, even one person that surprised me, for the better. I just hoped the outcome was in my favour. I will ALWAYS think about how it would be like if I had gotten the scholarship and went to Manchester instead.

I did partake in PC Fair! I wanted to do it, and I got to do it.

Once again, another good experience. I discovered that I can do direct sales, but in my opinion, its all about the product, which a lot of people will disagree with me.

July came around, and it was time for me to go forth onto my next stage in life, varsity. Cloudy, unsure, undetermined of what lies ahead, I went for it.

Its sad that I couldn't get hall accommodation, I'm pretty sure I messed up the application. I could have gotten into KR... You know, I would be a valuable addition to any team, of course I'm not talented or anything, but hey, spit and shine? desperate?

NUS will be NUS, fast-paced and full of imba people. I'm glad I'm surrounded by such, but its hard to keep up sometimes. I know I have to work harder, focus is hard to come by these days... do I have ADD? For everything you gain, there is a price of equivalent value. That fact will never change... I though varsity is the time to do whatever you want?

Singapore on the other hand is great, except for the small space and hawker food. I do love shopping. Vivocity is my favourite spot.

I really lost weight...

December holidays weren't really what I expected. I have actually made a list of the things to do and aims. I wanted to play tennis, but in the end not even once, brought my racket back for no reason.

I had my results for the first semester. I want to do better, get into the dean's list because I've never done it before. I need those CAP puller subjects.

Realising that my holidays are almost over, I have somehow sunk into depression. This surprised me, I thought I would be glad to go back, ready and all enthusiastic, but I guess I've gotten used to the easy, do nothing life that I have here. Don't I like studying in NUS? Hopefully the new semester will be better than the last.

This is definitely a year to be remembered, for better and worse, through sickness and in health? lol...

Since the new year is coming, I guess its appropriate to post up new year resolutions. I'll think about it, but will keep those I have not achieved too.

Happy New Year to all.

2010-12-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

This is a Christmas Eve

As in the title, we have arrived at Christmas Eve night of 2010. Looking back a year before this day, things unimaginable happened, but then, who has the gift of foresight?

For the past 2 years, I have been asking for a Nissan Fairlady from Santa. I guess I've been a really bad boy. No argument about that though.

This year I won't ask for anything, because I feel like I have everything I can have, those I can't have... it can't be helped...

Christmas huh? Actually I took a hell lot of pictures of Christmas trees in Singapore, and also the Santa who traded his sled and reindeers for a unicorn.

Bugis

Orchard road

Should I buy this shirt??

This is something I bought for myself on Christmas Eve. Ignore the legs.

I have too many pictures to share here, so I'm just gonna have to end this here.

Merry Christmas to everyone! :D

2010-12-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

Period

Well, not the gender-specific type but more of a measurement of time. Period, it is what I call the extent of time that I'm having now, back at home.

So I have been back for almost two weeks now. Lets recall how I got back! (No relevance) Lets see, that day started with an early early wake up and light packing. I left with a HUGE and FREAKIN HEAVY black duffel bag, my new messenger bag and also Caldwell. If you don't know what is Caldwell... you can google high sierra + caldwell and you'll find him. hehe... The moment I stepped out, I regretted it, you can say I bit off more than I can chew, but its actually just because I brought too much stuff back here! With a laptop bag that weighs almost 2kg on my shoulders, a messenger bag that weighs around 1kg and then a duffel bag that weights 12kg, I really really had my hands full. I swear I will NEVER bring that many stuff back again. You know what, I didn't even need to bring any clothes back at all, except the ones that I don't want to wear in Singapore again. You know, when I got back and I opened my wardrobe, I was shocked! I never remembered that it was so damn full! I really forgot that I had THAT many clothes... and I had to shove the ones that I brought back into it, guilty. regret!

You know... I think it's because of that huge black duffel bag that the cops at the MRT station though I was a bomber? It wasn't really embarrasing, and I really iced them well for doing that... wakakakaka.... I got checked twice! Once at the MRT station and once after reaching Kuching.

This is actually my first time ever departing from Changi Airport, so naturally I'd go around exploring the place, noobishly and looking for the ridiculously discounted Crocs. Well, I did find them but they were still too expensive for shoes that I had in mind. I gotta say, Terminal 3 is nice, I guess mostly cos its new and I like the interior design. There's really not much to see except "scenery" but the nice things are hidden behind the departure gates. I missed the chance to explore the departure hall which had A HELL LOT TO OFFER, arcades, rooms and a gym! They even had exhibits going on that I got a glimpse of as I ran to my departure gate. Well, I had to run because I spent too much time at the Golden Lounge which was situated on the second floor overlooking the koi pond. Yeah, they have multiple levels in the departure hall and also a koi pond!

Flight was normal. I almost barfed after the in-flight meal cos I was too full, just ate too much. Can you believe that the meal that I had going back was identical to the one I had going to Singapore?

After I landed, I went out and I saw my mom's car. I waved at it, jumped up and down in an effort to catch my mom's attention to no avail. I sighed, picked up my bags and walked to the car which was parked almost 30 meters away? Only when I reached the car did she see me. Should I be disappointed that my own mother didn't recognise me? I feel....indifferent. I guess I somehow saw that coming. Well, I didn't really look like myself then too. hehe...

Reaching home, I was quite surprised by how old it looked and my room, I wasn't used to the room door being so light because my dorm room door was heavy! So I kept using redundantly excessive force to open the door and it doesn't lock the same way too! Surprised by the involuntary actions of my daily PGP life. I wasn't used to this old bed of mine too. I remembered that I slept very well on my first night at PGP. Wifi at home sucks too... even with the 2MPBS line. The signal just keeps breaking! I can't stream video properly with a signal like that. I thought its because settings with my Vista was at fault, so I did a reformat and changed up to Windows 7, but the problem is still there! Well, since upgrading to Windows 7 was on my list already, so I can't say I did the reformat for nothing, even though I really want to, because it caused me so much trouble!

I have a list of things that I need to do before going back and another list of things to eat before going back. So far I played badminton twice only! Stuff on the list is almost done, but the food section however has only barely been broken into... will need to work on that.

I should live this holiday to the fullest!

2010-12-03T13:00:00.000+08:00

Before I Head Home

This will be the final post before I head home for the first time since...July! Time really passed by unnoticed, well it went by really fast because everything here is really fast-paced, which I think I explained some time ago. Unsettling fact.

My first semester results is coming out on the 21st December. God have mercy on us all, LOL.

Yes peeps, I will be back in Kuching by Saturday. I hope it will be a good holiday, spent with family and friends, making decent and indecent memories, haha! Badminton...eating out...beach...karaoke! booze?

Packing, once again has been a pain. I am very surprised at all the stuff I have here. For a person that has one room, I have stuff to fit two, and I have also come to realise that I don't really have THAT many clothes here... which could potentially lead to another shopping-disaster-monster-on-the-loose situation. Frankly speaking, I don't really mind but have to consider the choking, entangling financial chain and leash, which I haven't been doing enough lately... what am I talking about?

Let me show you a picture.

I think I own the most expensive bag in my household, which also consists of two working-class females. I am committing sin smiling helplessly while shaking my head at myself. Issues. There is no question that I love this bag.

Did I really lose weight all this while? People keep telling me I lost weight. I suspect its cause of the long long messy messy hair I'm "brewing" right now. Actually, it is a confirmed fact. I managed to finally get the opportunity to weigh myself when I went to the clinic last week. Surprisingly so, I lose quite a few kilos. You be the judge.

After

Before

Ignore the difference in hairstyle, are these the same person?! You know, it has always been weird for me to look at pictures of myself, like a stranger or something...but lets not open that door now...

Gonna head off to the airport early, because I wanna take a good look around the airport, maybe I can find crocs at 70% off cause I always see them on sale at Terminal 3 in the newspapers. What else is at the infamous Changi Airport?

I think I am ready to go home, will I miss this place? Well I am kinda used to living here, though it needs hell lots of improvement without a question... I hardly get excited anymore, except when I visit a new place, but its always nice to head home.

So I will be going home.

2010-11-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

treading through a familiar path, he stretches his fingers and so it begins again..

Back Again!

Sorry for being on hiatus for so long. I was busy dealing with other stuff that I ignored this space of mine. For now, I haven't blogged for so long that I even forgot how to write one again, haha!

Well, just so you know, I just finished my FIRST ever university exam. No "yay" for that though. To tell you the truth, it went terribly. I'm not sure if this is just the way how this school rolls, but the exams are freaking hard! I could not finish the papers, the questions were too hard and there was not enough time. Is it a weak excuse that I got a little sick? I have serious issues with university life, not sure how I should live it. I don't understand what do they want the students to get out of this type of education? Amidst all the knowledge stuffing try to absorb as much as you can? Is it the common situation here to get 60 over marks and still get a good grade? Is that really a good thing? All I can do now is wait for the results to come out on the 21st next month. Yes, I can actually remember the date.

What now? I really don't know. Currently taking a break from catching up with my beloved TV series(plural, is there a plural word for series?) because my ears feels like on fire if the muffs go on for too long. Right now, watching drama is kinda boring and I'm left with almost nothing to do. Well, I do wanna do some serious shopping! Hoping to hit Orchard and Suntec area very soon, but I don't really want to do it alone. =( . I did buy a packet of jelly powder, and if you're wondering why on Earth did I do that, I'm gonna make jelly. What a weird thing for a guy to do in his hostel kitchen after the exams. I don't really know what to do. Should I study?? Take up online gaming again?! One thing's for sure, I'm gonna hit the practice court as much as I can, until I'm good enough to play with another human being, haha.

So I bought a new phone. Its orange. Its from Nokia. I kinda like it. Do I regret getting it? A little bit...

I will be back in Kuching on the 4th of December! I will be bored nonetheless because I will have nothing to do and there's no tennis on TV while I wait for my friends to be back. Looking forward to karaoke sessions and dinners and fun talks, catching up in general. I haven't seen them in a long while.

Can you believe it? I ran out of things to say already!

Okay, I'll post what I look like nowadays, hahahaha.... don't worry, I don't wear that hair everyday.

2010-10-09T23:34:00.001+08:00

Trivial

Oh cool, this is actually post number 140. If you count by the number of years since I started blogging and the number of posts so far.... I don't think I'm an active blogger...

This week went quite well, played my tennis, kinda loving the game, I think I made improvements, mid-term results came back... not too shabby...started weekend tasks on Friday instead of Saturday or Sunday (due to drive and determination of shopping on Saturday.. LOL), and that's just about it for the good things that happened this week, short?

This urge to blog today is actually an urge to nag and bitch about the "trivial" problems that I'm facing/faced. I don't even know where should I start! Well, lets talk about how I failed change accommodations, sickening housing people, if two people want to do a mutual swap, what is the reason for rejection?? Further adding to the count of failures in my uni record, =.='' . That seems to be the case, my uni life is PAVED with failures... maybe cause I only choose to see the failures? I think I covered some of the success stories last post. I want hall leh... I need CCAs...

Then there's the programming. URRGGHH~! If only I had more time/ If only I didn't spend so much time on Task 1! Its not that I don't know how to do the question, I just needed more time.

Then there's the LAUNDRY ISSUE. What the fuck man... the dryer used to run for 40 minutes for $1 and they fuckin dialed it back to 30 minutes! What the frack?! There's no rise in electric rates, reduce the duration for what?? Get this, 10cents for 3minutes of dryer usage. Again, What the frack!!! Its already unacceptable because they charge us with washing machine usage while all the other residences don't have to pay for it! Its not like our hostel fees are cheaper, are they just unfair? Is it because this is the largest population on campus, so they charge so that we wont use it too extensively? Provide more for us then! This week when I was doing laundry, my coin box fell and one 20cent coin fell under the washing machine.. emo..>.> Then today after I paid for my dinner, a 10cent coin fell under the food stall and I couldn't find it... emo some more...

Then today I lost my wooden spoon! Its just not there anymore... did I accidentally throw it away? I'm currently suspecting one of my clustermates... did someone steal it?? Its just a wooden spoon, why steal a wooden spoon... =.= I miss my wooden spoon...I use it almost everyday and now its gone... the littlest things get me down... how am I gonna eat cereal from now on? What am I gonna use to stir stuff? Metal rubbing against metal is so not cool... so I want my wooden spoon back! *sob sob...*

Then ever since I saw people using dampeners on Monday, I want one. On Thursday or yesterday, I just can't stop thinking about changing racquets and getting dampeners! I'm gonna go haywire~! Babolat, my yellow racquet reminds me of Nadal whom I'm NOT really a fan... so I wanna get a Wilson racquet, which means I should sell my Babolat, just so that I can get a new one. Am I crazy?? Oh, the infatuation... Have you ever realised that on the ATP tour or even the WTA tour, not a single one of them using a Babolat uses the single-handed backhand. I suspect that their racquets are not suitable for single-handed. For me, I choose to use the single-handed, but sometimes, I don't know why but I just use the two-handed because I feel like it? Instinct? I like my single-handed better though... So I want a Wilson racquet! but not before I can sell off my Babolat. Oh the Infatuation! Its like I'm in an infinite loop. =.= Oh dear... Then there's the issue of a dampener, I saw Babolat one for 10bucks, but I'm not sure if I should commit to Babolat since I wanna change...so I kinda decided to only get one when I change racket. However I seriously don't like that decision! Really curious what it feels like with dampener on...

Sien, stuff I wanna buy I don't have it, stuff I bought I don't like. See a pattern? A deadly deadly pattern.... Something wrong with me? A need to sort out myself? Well, not all, but definitely some mistakes...just today I bought a white FBT shirt because red just doesn't go with my bright yellow green nike shirt! The size was wrong. Hence, confined to indoors... *sigh~*

Is this a series of unfortunate events? I would hope things would turn for the better, but what would that mean? I shall get everything that I want! muahahahaha! Dear, that's not how the world works... not mine anyway. So screwed... so emo... so many things on my mind...

Unresolved!

2010-09-17T14:01:00.000+08:00

So far...

Life in NUS can't be summed up to a few words, some call it the National University of Stress, other might just call it the National University of Staircases...

You can say that it is hectic for some and slack for others too, but one thing is for sure, that education here is just fast-pace! While you barely have time to sink in some of the new stuff, there are more new stuff coming at you! I guess that's uni life for ye?

So far... I don't think that my quest to make my uni-life as fruitful as possible is working... or am I just rushing things? Its just my first semester and all... but it's not like I didn't put myself out there...at least I tried, >.> and now half of the first semester is over... if you ask me if I've grown or accomplished anything, I don't think I'd be able to give you a straight answer honestly, well... I almost never give straight answers, haha... Well, so far I did start to play tennis and I got 13 people to get the same printer (power of networking) so that we can bulk-price... I think programming is a good one, but I see no practical use of it so far, what about DJ-ing on campus radio? I'll just leave it at that, =P

CCAs! Troublesome...Singapore is so small that we need to fight for on-campus accommodation, and its pretty expensive too...but it would still be cheaper than to rent a room outside... Oh~, how I wish to own a condo on Pasir Panjang...LOL. I could decorate it with stuff that I will have reason to buy from Daiso and get more groceries from FairPrice! Ok, I admit, I'm damn auntie... The officials actually created this system to make sure us students aren't just word-sucking bookworms, but actually active all-rounders that will fit into the extremely competitive jungle out there, but as I read somewhere on the web, the system actually kinda backfired because students don't do CCAs out of interest anymore, just to get points. I mean, look at me, I joined the freakin Communications and New Media Society, wtf... what can I do? The SME don't want me. So far I only have 1, I want more, I need more, why don't they just come to me, daydreamin...=.=

Guess what, I'm having my semester break when everyone else is starting school! =P

I have so many things planned... I want go shopping leh... but don't really wanna do it alone, but I'll pity the poor things that go shopping with me... LOL. There's also another Johor day trip planned, that's right...ANOTHER ONE... Just another troublesome matter. Shopping... I need a pair of slippers cause the one I brought with me is failing, and the unwanted ones in my cluster has no traction! I'm looking for a pair of sky blue shorts, hahaha... and also a new messenger bag! No hurry tho... actually I browsed through Timbuk2 and the price is $165...@@ but I want~ I'm also very very tempted to buy a pair of canvas shoes, just because I see a lot of people wearing them... me is with problems...hehehe... I'm so easily influenced...

Another big part of sem break, STUDY! because I have mid terms after the break...typical...

Lastly, I have decided on a new personal policy. Well, if you know me well enough, you should know that I have some personal policies, like I treat everyone equally regardless of sex (so I pinch both guys and girls), and I try very hard not to waste food, and "tegur" when people around me do it... , keep moving on... and I have a new one, which is always be gracious with time. I will always be gracious with time, because the more I think about it, the more it feels right to live like that. Part of the reason of its commencement is just people, if you want my time, I will spare it if I have it, and I expect it from people that I consider.

So that's it for now... and I have no idea when will the next post come out... hehe...

2010-08-08T02:54:00.000+08:00

LATE Update

 This update is late as in long overdue/done at the witching hour  

*pictures unavailable*

So I moved onto campus, and because I have been here for almost 2 weeks now, I am kind of settling in. I have no trouble sleeping in my hostel room, but I would like MORE cooperation with my clustermates and BIGGER shower cubicles!!

There were quite a few activities this week, last week was pretty boring for me except for the weekends.

Target is to live a vibrant uni life, cause no employer is gonna focus on your academics you know... definitely gonna learn new things, DO different things and go for AWESOME!

I think I can say I found new friends, MSL really is helpful, wish I participated in their activities sooner, seriously.

So as most of you might know, my phone spoiled again... after 4 years of service I guess its demanding retirement... The timing is REALLY REALLY off as the phone that I am currently aiming for is not released yet, though set to be released in the UK late this month. NOKIA N8! I summon thee~! =='' (from the mind of the desperate and tired)

Financial situation? The stuff here against contrary belief is not expensive, or as the Singaporeans call it, not X. However, as my financial situation is uber vague, I'm hesitant all the time. Seriously, the things here are affordable if you earn her currency, that is...

I'm sorry to say this but that's it for now. Sleepy...

2010-07-21T18:44:00.036+08:00

How've ye been?

So I've been here for a week now. Honestly, it feels like a month has passed. Not much has been done, not much can be done... other than gradually increasing my luggage weight, I went to my new school for a few times... took the QET... two orientations, or disorientation in my opinion, they just made us even more confused than we were. Although my luggage was UBER heavy, I still failed to bring "all" the things that would be needed, but I guess some things were meant to be bought here.

This place is known to be a shopping haven, for me not much shopping has been done tho, just a couple of little things that I would need at the hostel. There's even a sale going on...but I have no need for new clothes nor the place to put them...T.T If I go shopping crazy now, what about the four more years to come? I might end up in a mental institution, that I found to be on sale at the time. haha! Sale... evil little word... wallet murderer...

I did buy a pair of Brooks, which is made for running/jogging but I plan to use it for everything. Actually I wanted to look for shoes from Dunlop or Diodora but just can't seem to find those brands here... all Nike, Adidas, Puma, Asics and New Balance. OMG... Asics shoes are so damn expensive!! @@ Are they really that good? I'm gonna try after this one spoils...

Transport system is rather great here. Its like you can go everywhere from anywhere, just that it could take hours. Famous public transport sound, "teet" and your money is gone. It's so easy, its so addictive that before you know it,you're running low on credit.

You know, I'm not sure if its the bakery that I went to or is it a culture here, that the cashiers don't say thank you after you paid them. Well, it could also bet that I was too sensitive and its a trend everywhere? but not in Canada, Canadians are supposed to be nice, haha!

These days... nothing to do. I don't even know where to go, yet. Timing incorrect.

2010-07-13T17:20:00.052+08:00

How Do I Feel?

Well what can I say, this is it. I've been yearning for 2 or 3 years, but what I got in return is not really what I would prefer.... My life, my choices, my decisions, hence my consequences as well. It has been some ride, but I pretty sure I grew out of it, thus adopting a pretty suitable motto. Besides, what else can you do but Keep Moving Forward~!

Kuching has been a decent host to me, for almost 20 years! This is my hometown, where I planted my roots, forever my beloved place. I met some pretty awesome people here, great memories... some terrbile ones... well that's life for ye! hehehe...

Some people ask me, aren't you excited? aren't you scared? I don't think I am, or am I too afraid or too proud to admit that I am... but I do have this feeling that something is coming. Just gotta suck it up, buckle up and keep going.

Packing something this big is tough, because there's minimal room for error. =.=

我静悄悄地来，也静悄悄地走了...

Till we meet again... =)

2010-06-26T18:22:00.005+08:00

What is This?

Unsaid,

It is intention,

Is it bliss?

Something,

Something on the inside,

Taking the form of you

I sing Terrified,

From the first time I saw your face,

Piercing eyes through my soul;

Of the held out hand,

In the rain,

Shimmer...

As the days go by,

Little did I know,

Less what I could see;

Then you were gone.

As if it was written among the stars,

Your smile greeted me then,

Lady Luck shone on me,

Fate sang her wicked tune.

I know not it was no more,

Though this brilliance shall linger;

Mirror "that" sonnet, this is for

Forever...

Bearing name for a saint,

I wonder when,

when will I ever see you again.

2010-06-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

My Cooking

I think its safe to say that I can cook, well the food have been edible but I'm not sure how it would taste for other people...

This was a breakfast from one of the home-alone days. Its the usual microwave-rice-egg-cake but with seaweed-paper thingy as the mold. The sauce i made to go with it was tomato sauce with a dab of light soya sauce. Definitely had the orient-western fusion taste.

And this was what I would say a western dinner? However it was ate as lunch, =P
This is the chicken chop, sauteed carrots and bak-choi cooked with chinese rice wine, extremely aromatic when done with alcohol.

These are the baked potatoes, super easy to prepare and the skin is just...XD. I learned a huge lesson baking these potatoes... You MUST ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS wrap them in aluminium foil, otherwise you'll be in for one hell of a scrubbing... I would've wanted to plate them together, but my house don't have that kind of big plate.

Next up are noodles. I can't take much credit from it, it was modified from instant noodles.

Threw some veges, prawns... shitake mushroom and 鱼漂。 It was originally a packet of 高丽面, and I must say, the noodles are most amazing. The noodle strings are thicker than most others and they are so smooth... I guess that's why they are more expensive.

This was the second time I made these, not-so-special-hotdog-onions-garlic-basil combination. Somehow, anything that smells like tomato and basil will induce Italian flavour, but what do I know about Italian cuisine.

Soup, this specific one has minced meat with a type of vegetable that I don't know how to name... It looks like a cabbage but its much longer. Just pour in a little bit of vinegar and you've got an appetizing starter.

Lastly, this is fried rice in its most traditional form. Rice, stir-fried with char siew and frozen mixed veges... brings back so much memories...

I don't mind cooking, as long I have the time, but I don't like the cleaning that comes afterwords. I've actually said to myself quite often that if I suck at books, I'll venture into culinary. XD

2010-06-12T00:19:00.001+08:00

Well, if you still haven't noticed, I've changed me blog template again. Blogger really outdone themselves this time, much much more variety.

Following my previous post, well I'm kinda obsessing about it, losing sleep, thinking too much, going crazy, imagining things. Not healthy I must say, but on the bright side, post frequency has gone up!

I have a dream leh...
*sigh~!*

Well, you know, cooking is a passion of mine, but not the big big kind. See my dad made this sweet potato soup or was it yam...because it was not sweet at all. =.='' I decided to switch it up a little.

This, does it look revolting? I mashed it up and added milk. I call it... 奶玉（芋）/ Milk_Jade . haha!
I wasn't satisfied with it, there were still many small rough pieces that I did not like in my soup. I thought about sieving it, but then that seems like to much trouble so i just blended the whole thing. I ended up with

I call it Milk_Jade version 2.0. XD

smooth...creamy...sweet...

2010-06-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

Urgh... I so hate this feeling, its like u saw a bomb explode a couple of miles away and the wave is heading your way, that feeling. Agony? Anticipation? Definitely got contents of emo.

I so hate right now, basically this post is to mark this moment where I just found out something and the fact is honing me as I'm waiting for the wave to hit.

I want good news leh...

Fuck...

2010-05-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

What A Week..

Well, life changing events took place Tuesday... I suppose the first time traveling alone counts as a life changing event. The flight was terrible, most probably the worst one in my entire life! period. Bad weather and all, should have picked an earlier flight. Traveling is tiring, mostly because I overpacked, as I always do...

Again, stayed in a hostel, this time its Paradiso Bed and Breakfast, dirtier than Bedz KL, but they provided breakfast, location wise is great, just awesome, but it was rather hard to find... I forgot to bring my earplugs, I did see comments online reminding people to bring earplugs, just forgot... making sleeping so tough. I was roomed with a Taiwan dude, I feel sorry for the poor guy, staying in KL for a week, alone...honestly, I don't there's THAT much to see in KL.

Why did I go to KL? NTU scholarship interview, but I was more focused on the shopping. ZOMG, I am such a shopaholic...@@ in one day, less than 5 hours that Wednesday, I spent RM###++, I so damn scare myself sometimes. The interview was rather weird, we talked about why I didn't choose ASEAN, what I did in my free time, recent happenings in East Malaysia, which I initially perceived as East Asia, my career aspirations and stuff. I feel that I came off as a fool, a klutz, damn embarassing... I am never satisfied with my interview performances.

The interview was conducted at... JW Marriott KL!! OMG ah~ if you wanna know how classy is this hotel, there's a LV store next door! Last time, the store next to my hostel was a freakin kedai runcit. There were freakin small hand towels rolled into cute little buns that you can use to clean your hands after you wash them. I suggest the people who are in dire need of free handkerchiefs to use the toilet there. LOL!

After the interview, went to Midvalley. Initially I was planning to go into Pavillion, but after I saw all the labels, decided otherwise. SoI went to Midvalley, bought the ticket to Sentral at BB monorail, forgot to take the ticket when I went in! Only realising it on-board the monorail, went off at Imbi then went back to BB, lol... silly me... wasting time...

When I finally reached Midvalley, stomach grumbling... went to Kim Gary, since I heard so many good things about it from my sis and bro. Finding the place was really hard... but I did in the end... Imagine, having the need to queue up to get in on a Wednesday night! So sad lar... everywhere couples or family and I'm alone... but then apparently, it was easier to get a table that way... While I was ordering, I saw someone I met during the interview earlier that day! Haha, what a coincidence... then we talked, about the interview, his other interviews, form 6 life and stuff, then we walked around the place a while. Well, honestly, I didn't think the cheese-baked rice was THAT nice... maybe because I didn't pick the right meat to go with it.

Thursday, left early in the morning after breakfast. KLIA, a decent looking place, but I am extremely irritated by all the walking needed to the terminals.

So I left KL on a Thursday, but I reached Kuching on Saturday.
Where did I disappear to?

=P

2010-05-18T22:29:00.001+08:00

Damn tired...

I am damn tired... blame it on the weather! I almost hurled...

Sickening... must be a noob driver, swing here swing there, like the long long travel period is not uncomfortable enuf.

I left home around 1pm, then I reach my temp. at 9! can u believe it? Unbelievable...

2010-05-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

Today I voice out my appreciation to my mom.

Well, it IS mother's day...

What did I do for mother's day? Haha, just the thought of it makes me laugh.

Hope she likes it. Spontaneous planning was involved.

If the world is not round,

If F does not equal MA,

If Chanel is not a brand,

If Malaysia is just, @@

Even if the moon crash-landed,

Even if you have white hairs,

Even if Maths and Science is taught in BM,

You would still be my mum.

Mama, I luv ye, XD

2010-04-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

So... I received all my offers from overseas, its so exciting that I got accepted overseas! *sigh~*

I tried crunching the numbers, but its just hopeless, man... There are moments that I wished I never applied at all. I can't afford all that, where the hell can I find rm400,000 !?

I said before I've been hoping that April would be a busy month, but it turned out to be one of the slowest one yet. Scholarship applications are getting cold and stale... T.T

No news, no news, anywhere also no news...

Did you know offer letters have due dates? As the due dates creep closer, what the heck am I gonna do?

If I'm going to UK, I could opt for the 3 year Actuarial Science course, but do I really want to do that? I mean, I could do it no problem, but I want to deal with technology, I have these ideas that randomly pop up in my head and I want to invent those things. Foolish me, I applied for the 4 year MEng course, which is great, if "someone" was rich enough.

*sigh~*

I just have to remind myself that I applied in the first place with the condition that I would only go if I got a scholarship to put me there. Now the offers came in and I could really have a chance! Its just that no one is interested to invest in me. I guess I'm a terrible person who is not worth investing in? Someone who only knows how to study? Join 5 clubs also no use... >.>

I thought that by getting 4.0, I would have my chance, my turn, but I guess that is NOT the case for me.

Maybe I should accept the Monash offer before it goes stale, like literally cos its been sitting on my desk for over a month now...

2010-04-12T14:05:00.000+08:00

Last night, there was a dinner, less than 20 people showed up, well you can't say it was a success but its not much of a failure either.

A rather peculiar day this Sunday was... not one of my proudest moments there. Once again, am I really to blame? I don't think so... but it did happen cuz of my decision that day. I think I moved pass that. I give it a "pass".

So we went to Bla Bla Bla, ordering was damn chaotic, imagine if 30 over people showed up, that would be so much WORSE...

I think this chandelier must be famous in Kch already...

I don't really think it would be interesting to review the food there, not like its a new place and all... but all in all, in my taste, the signature dishes are great, others not so much. Drinks are a little too expensive. Plates are very big tho, portion wise wasn't so.

My phone camera is poor, hence the type of quality you see here, does very very poorly when the light is dim.

It was a fun night, laughs... chatter... sure hope there's gonna be more. Maybe next month? People keep complaining about how their wallets are thinning. =P

2010-04-03T23:53:00.000+08:00

Waiting

Well, its the beginning of April. March ended in an untimely fashion, not to say I didn't have blogging material, I definitely had blogging material, but you can say that I wasn't in the mood. Got distracted by the simple, blogging just seemed so much harder. *laughs*

As 2010 enters his 2nd quarter,represented also is my holiday which has been well over 3 months now! Wow, it just seems so unbelievable that it has been THAT long already. You know, in this time, I realised how people just get on with their lives after the exam, playing the part they want to play, just comes naturally I guess? That just makes me wonder what I achieved in this holiday, not much difference I made, can't think of anything that's down right significant right now... oh well, not like I reached the half-mark of my holiday, right guys?

So for me, March was a hell lot about applications. I did what I could with it, just hope I delivered. It was such a drag... even elaborating on it seems like such a drag... so I'm just gonna leave it at that. Oh~, how would I love to go overseas.

This month, I hope its a busy one, crossing my fingers that I would need to ride on a plane. Desperate aren't I? Yeah, well I just recently found out that I didn't make it to some of the applications I made. Just makes me feel like nothing has changed at all, even with 4.0, its still never going to be good enough, that I'm never gonna be good enough. So, I am now waiting, for an opportunity, for a chance.

In the mean while, I deserve some fun!

2010-03-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

(This post is kinda cheezy and bitter)

Hi guys! It has been a long while. I know I should update more often but, well, priorities change. I'll just go straight to the point.

This is what I looked like when I drove to school, not knowing my results on 25th February. I kinda have this kind of habit of taking a picture of myself before something important. I can still remember that while I was driving, the radio played Maroon 5 "Harder to Breathe" and Rihanna's "Russian Roulette". I was like, what was the Cosmos trying to tell me?

To keep it short, I'm glad, overjoyed, but everything is kept in moderation. (Except I hugged a guy) I'd like to use this opportunity to thank my school teachers, for being so awesome (except that Chem teacher), and the tuition teachers for making class so lively and bearable. Tuition helped, =) . I'd like to thank my family for the moral support they had given me and all the crap I had to put up with... Last but not least, I want to thank my friends, just for being there, hehe...

It feels awesome to know that I did it right. Congratulations are in order for the two ladies whom as expected, rose to the expectations. Wee~, all my paper grade A; me, the number 3 seed of our year; me, who didn't get top scores for any subject; me, who beat the top seed in STPM, =P. I remember someone saying, these are the people that JPA didn't want, look at how we turned out. Eat that, impotent fools! Form 6 treated us kinda well... I guess my sequence holds on, it has been proven that three events can tell a sequence. In primary 6, I didn't get it, in Form 3, I got it, then in Form 5 I didn't get it and now Form 6, I got it!

I would also like to say " IN YOUR FACE!!!" to our beloved SMK Green Road. I was pretty pissed that she got picked over me, she wasn't even in the top 3. Payback's a bitch. =P. I no longer feel the same way about Green Road, mostly would just give em the cold stare..But still, I had a pretty great KL trip, it would have messed up my Genting big time. I guess the Cosmos is at work here too? haha...

Me, I still remember I sang Jordin Spark's American Idol coronation song as I walked out the back door of school.

Now, I'm doing applications! It is SUCH A DRAG.... and its freakin expensive!! Weighing my options, hoping for a scholarship that takes me far away~.

Till then, we'll see you when we see you. lol...

2010-02-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

Post-CNY Post

What comes post-cny? Is it the overwhelming amount of leftovers? The redundant weight you gained over the past few days? Counting of your angpao money? Well, in this case and for my fellow form-6 fellas' case, its a smack-in-the-head STPM RESULTS!!! I believe nothing is more important that those results right now?

This year is the fastest one yet, that I have known... as if last year's papers were so easy to mark, like everyone got the same mark (fail), but a more sensible reason is that they got more markers this year, but based on their reputation, they are too much of a bunch of cheap-skates to hire more markers, aren't they?

Everyone is nervous, everyone worries because it lies in the unknown right now, a very important piece of information that very much determines your life. Me, I am nervous as well, just can't help it! My arms feel weak sometimes. I can still remember the mistakes I made, the uncertainties in those foolscap papers. Well, for what its worth, I did have time to finish the papers and checked it, which I could not do for school exam papers, truly makes me wonder how did I do. I don't think I can bear it once more, waves already crushed thrice, how much more can I take? How much more do I have to take?

I went to tuition for every subject, really hope that they pay off. Some of them really helped me, like those teachers alot too. However, those can't help me now...

I am aware that I have to be mentally prepared, but i can't seem to grasp that understanding quite that clearly yet. I'm not into most bull. >.<

Yeah, of course I want a CGPA 4.0, I am not sure I got a CGPA 4.0, I could get a CGPA 4.0, with some luck... I'm flattered school forecast a 4.0 for me, I dreamed I got B+,A-, and two Ds , also dreamed that someone got a B+ for Chemistry~, but its highly unlikely. My school record all this while has been 3A-, 1A. Definitely hoping for better. I have to make room for disappointment, it bit me HARD on my ass couple of years ago. For the record, every year these few years, only one person got 4.0 for our school. Last year only 1 person got A for Physics, 1 for Chemistry, 1 for Biology and only 3 for Mathematics. (That is very few for Math). Those terrifying statistics.. just makes people kinteo. There are two hopeful ladies that really deserve to get 4.0 from school, hope they get it. What about me?

I have already made plans, now it depends on the results to blow me in some direction. Somehow, Leona Lewis's "Happy" comes to mind... but its not a happy song... @@

Oh dear...

2010-02-13T22:44:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!

I'd like to use this opportunity to thank my readers for your support,

I wish you sincerely with all my heart,

May all of you have a prosperous new year ahead, as prosperous as McD Prosperity Burger and negate all future shortcomings with ease like repelling electrons with electric field as well as flourish your mind, body and soul like how the lalang-lalang always grow so tall and propagate very fast.

Remember to come to my house, remember to let me know if got group visiting! =D

Oh ya... its Valentine's Day too huh...just shove it in the trunk...=P

here, have a virtual coke instead...XD

2010-02-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

February lo...

Heyya... just checking in before CNY next week, exactly next week that is... well, its about time! I can't remember when was the last time CNY came so late into the year. Last year's CNY was quite a great one, this year... not expecting much, tho everyone's gonna be here for it this year, so.. I'm glad, tho it would mean we have to give up storage space to accommodate family. (sounds so cruel...XD).

Valentine's Day, I'm sure no Chinese is going to sell flowers that day, Ang Pao has the better profit : cost ratio anytime, hehe. The color matches though, instead of cherry blossoms, we could go for the unconventional red roses to decorate houses instead. lol... so red...so bright... who cares, I'm single, =P

For the following days, I see spring cleaning... and some other stuff... the dust is covering up my vision... Who knew so much preparation is need for a celebration. Looking forward to it. =)

2010-01-25T20:42:00.001+08:00

Life I'd say is on a stand-still. There's a lot of things that I could do right now, reading, blogging, watching ellen show on Youtube, watch the Australian Open, drama, tv, more tv, but not the thing that I'm supposed to be doing, EARNING MONEY! @@

I get upset when things don't go my way, pampered? why don't money just fall out of the sky? LOL!

Feel so bored, so useless nowadays. I even made a partial song from Love Bug about it.

now I'm jobless,

over the edge,

feel so useless,

I never thought that I'd catch this, slump bug again,

hopeless, down the sewers in a moment,

I never thought that I'd catch this, slump bug again...

Troubled, troubled, I'm not even sure that I will have time for Uni applications and scholarship applications if I did get a job. You know, it would SUCK big time if my results are not even good enough for those plans to be carried out.

Damn...

On the other hand, like my new blog color? I feel that blue is the "in" thing now, lol. Even Federer is wearing blue, haha!

2010-01-20T00:57:00.002+08:00

POST #121 wow, that much huh?

My KL Trip!

Well, if you did not know, I was in KL last week. It was a 8 day trip that was planned in April last year! Had lotsa fun and I spent lotsa money... but I guess it comes with the territory. Places we've been to includes Midvalley, Kl Sentral (hell lots of times), Genting, Chinatown, 1 Utama, Times Square, Sungei Wang Plaza, Lot 10, Sunway, thats it! Sadly, we did not had the time to visit Pavillion, Gardens, The Curve. KLCC, Low Yat Plaza and they said 8 days were too long... but it is true that the longer you stay, the more you spend. Me? I'm the one who spent the most on that trip, does anyone like to challenge that?hahaha...! T.T

The flight was shorter than I expected, I suppose that's how it is when you have people to talk to and play with. LCCT terminal is okay by my standards, the only problem is the chairs, they are scarce and cheap-ish, but then its LCCT...

We took the AeroBus, cheaper when we bought round trips. Sadly though, we arrived in KL during rush hour traffic, so agonizing, but Kelly Clarkson eased the blows, hehehe...

We saw our hotel from KL Sentral, it was tall and lean, like KS, haha. We walked there, carrying our luggage... a bit tough, but it was only about 2-3 minutes away. The hotel specialty includes great location, indian food everywhere and bathrooms with no locks. All in all, still a good hotel.

Went to Chinatown, had tasty Chicken rice, bought shoes, haggled, XD.

Midvalley Megamall was HUGE! We took the komuter, and some of us got SCAMMED when we crossed the bridge from the station to the mall, not telling names or the story, cos its not my story to tell, =P. The place really had everything, but the toilets suck though. I saw the big Nadal wall too, haha! Cudn't really buy anything cos the stuff were too expensive and not much stores were on sale, until I reached The Reject Shop. @@ That was when I first caught the "fever". Darn fever... Saw lots of shops, a white Samsung Jet and a well designed pet shop. We bought supplies too, for Genting, and dinner, and the RM10 cheese cake. It was quite tasty.. but the RM12 one is better, I must admit... Sad thing about Midvalley for me is that I did not have the chance to try the cream puff... T.T RM3.80 each... but its so big... so tasty and I bet there's alot of cream inside.... damn... T.T

Genting, the road was steep! Incredible how people dare to go on those roads in the mist at night. Finally spent night time at Genting, could see my breath! It could be the most chilly place I've been to so far. I managed to get into the casino, went bowling instead, they had awesome music and a very clubby atmosphere. Played in the themepark, went on all the extreme rides, excluding the Flying Coaster, since it demands an extra charge of rm10, and it does'nt even last for 1 minute! I got spun, horizontally, vertically, dropped and swung. Hui Ling was right, the Pirate Ship is just a giant swing, really gotta salute that girl, went on all the extreme rides she did... Genting, not to mention the view, it really was above the clouds, or at least among the clouds. Saw a great number of beautiful sceneries. The flowers also blossomed shamelessly, beautiful flowers that would not stand temperature below the mountain. Cecilia said he saw Tzin Yee, what a coincidence that was... Oh, shopping spree took place here too. Put it this way, whenever you wanna buy stuff at Padini, let me know, cuz I got the member card. @@ The hotels at Genting did not need Air-Conditioning, they just have the problem of keeping warm. 10 person in a quad room of Themepark Hotel, it looked like a refugee camp, haha, but it was lots of fun too! Tho I must say, the corners of the room were quite dirty, lousy housekeepers...

When we went down, stopped by at the temple thing. Building a temple above the clouds, genius! The scenery was great, mostly because of the weather. We saw Uncle Lim too, haha! His statue I mean...

Our hostel, Bedz KL, it was not bad, had a lot of ang-mos too. The location is not that strategic leh, had to walk quite a bit, but still reasonable distance. I had decent sleep there, must be the bed, but the cleanliness raises doubt. @@ . The place was cheap though, its a place I would go back, for one-night stay. They do not provide drinking water, =( . So much food at Jalan Alor, I had claypot chicken rice...

Times Square, another megamall, but they're mostly women's clothing or just not my taste. It was the first time I met Romp, then I realised that in every mall, there seems to be a Romp store. The stores on the ground store are way to high-end for me. I had a Subway too~, it was so healthy and there are no hidden tax involved. Next time, I'm gonna go for the 1-foot long bun, Subway is awesome!

One Utama, it seems small to me, but from the outside, damn its big... We took a taxi there, but we took the bus back. One thing I love about the place is that it had this touchscreen directory on every escalator, they are very user friendly too because you can select a store and they will tell u how to get there. Unfortunately, we did not get to try any of the bistros there, in KL too, on that matter, food is just expensive, compared to home. I had another spree, haha. In the end, there was a lot of stores that I missed, not because I did not have the time, because the place was very very confusing. Finally had Burger King, haha.

Sungei Wang Plaza is quite a good place to shop, can be considered as the smaller version of Times Square, and now then I know that it is actually connected to BB plaza, hehe. So many things that I can buy there, just did not have the spending power anymore, sadly.

Lot 10 on the other hand literally did not have anything, maybe because it was under renovation? Tho, the half-price on sushi and bento after 8.30pm drew us to the place twice. Hehe...

Sunway, The Pyramid would be my favourite place to shop among all the ones that I've been to, apart from Midvalley. It was clean, had all the labels and not confusing at all. The themepark, wow I played till I was to tired to do anything. The pirate ship there, Pirate's Revenge was very extreme! I got spun 360, held up head down in mid-air until all the blood went to my brain. Went on the rides more than once, except for the Pirate's Revenge, hehe. We got to see real tigers too, really majestic creatures they are... Finally went to the wet park this time, nothing scary, just enjoy the exhiliration at high speeds. We had a hard time getting the bus back to KL from Sunway because we could not find the bus-stop! Well, we did find it in the end, =)

The next day, which was the last day, did not have much to do. We were bored, so we went to the airport very early. Again, we saw great scenery on the plane because the sun was setting, then we got to see the lights of our city from above, hehe... My parents could'nt recognise me because I was wearing my beanie!

It was a great trip, very proud of ourselves because we used every single type of public transport available. Monorail, bus, taxi, LRT, komuter and rental van. I had a great time, not really the time of my life, but still a really great time. =)

Sorry guys, I'm too lazy to post photos up here, but feel free to see them on my facebook.

2010-01-03T22:32:00.003+08:00

My Form 6 Life

Seeing that school is starting soon and that I'm no longer part of it, is rather relieving but I do miss it badly...

At first, I was not happy at all, just didn't want to give in to my fate I guess. I made my choice, and my heart felt better after that, besides, it was what I told myself ~~2years~~ 3 years ago, if I cant go overseas, I'll stay for Form6, just didn't believe I would actually need to, too confident??

Well, what's done is done, but it doesn't mean I can't live differently, right? So I did, at least I think I did, behaving differently, making different choices as those I would have made before Form 6. Like academic excellence is not my top priority, I went to become an all-rounder? Badminton...English club...Science& Maths...Library...VAD... be an active student, and have more fun I suppose... while your goddess was busy doing paper & ink exercise, I was watching tv! XD Where did it get me? Being good enough is significantly different from being the best, I don't miss it so much, no one can have it all. Perhaps I didn't want to have it all? hehe...

I guess it was a fruitful year.

I participated in lots of activities, making me realize that there's something more powerful than the power to study, and that's the power to make things happen, sounds like bullshit? When you make something happen, seeing it set in motion, the feeling is just incredible. Even if you know how to study, you could still be useless, just saying... =P

Then there's the badminton. First, I said I would only go if there's no homework that Friday, but in 2009, Friday no Maths, maybe it was fate...@@ I think I've improved, compared to before September 2008 (I remember that was when I started going, weekly onwards...) Wonder how long it would take to make me a formidable foe, LOL...

And then there's the TENNIS!

Australian Open, French Open, Wimbledon, US Open, ATP world tour series... You name it, I've seen it! Can't believe how I got impressed and taken in by this game... makes me wanna play! The first match I saw that I remember was the TITANIC Wimbledon final between Nadal and Federer in 08, since then, you can say that I got caught. This year, I got to see Federer and Sharapova make a comeback! Cheered for Roddick and his insane serve, saw Kim Clijsters play for the first time, damn she's good...Saw Serena Williams lose it... Ha~~ How I wish I could play... but no one to teach me... sadly...

I love my class, I still do. Everyday was all laughs and work and homework, tuition, dinner, sleep. I must say, Form 6 students have more freedom than lower forms, a slightly higher status in school rankings, lol...

Ah~ U6S2, we had such happy times, dreadful ones too...haihz... I said once, a long time ago, that someday I would thank JPA for NOT giving me the scholarship, because I will have a great time and an awesome form6 life. It didn't really turn out that way though, I made friends, gained a great deal of appreciative knowledge, sharpened skills, matured? Still hesitating if I'm satisfied or scorned.

This photo was taken the night of 080809, I believe its the Jubilee Stadium. A vague reminder of what happened. I'll never forget that day, A big big chapter in my life.

Form 6, its better than I thought! hehe... but it would have been great, shit happens...

To tell the truth, I deliberately ignored you, calling it an iron wall was..."well phrased", but its over now...em llac

2010-01-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2009!!!

This year... as I told a dear friend of mine, it would have been great, but before I get to that, I wanna describe my day today, haha!

So, I had a dream, a good one I suppose... way to start new year's eve! hehe... A bunch of people on vacation together, watching a movie, and then something exciting happened during the movie, it's a sign~~~ LOL! We took a bus in KL and we were singing to some Pokemon song which I didn't know but everyone else seem to know it, weird... The driver got annoyed and dropped us at a resort called "Sabah Thai" funny...there is no such place...

I woke up, ate a pao, then went to take my IELTS results. I was a little bit nervous, just a little bit... I was the 1st one to take the results, obsession?? I still remember saying to myself "at least a 7, at least a 7...", then I said "yay!", then "Oh,fuck!", cos I only got 6.5 for my writing, but I remember some Uni wanted at least 7 for writing, but when I checked the website again, it was at least 6.0, so I was relieved...

After that, I went home for a while, then went out to lunch with my family! It was at 三囍楼 but we went to 三川 instead. =='' . After a long trip sight-seeing around Kuching, finally reached 三囍楼... the lunch buffet was not bad for my taste, but my family kept complaining about it. =P

Then after lunch, my sister wanted to hit the banks, so I tagged along. I saw Mr.Bong and son at Maybank, then after that I saw Mdm Lily on the road with her husband in the silver Avanza while I was waiting in the car outside Public Bank. What were the odds? Seeing 2 of my favourite teachers on the same day, on new year's eve too! haha! Then we went to Hong Leong. 3 banks in 1 day? hmm... After that we went to Satok, they were having such a sale...so many things had discounts over 50%... I had to resist... T.T To KL, ppl!!! I shall have my revenge!

Then it was dinner again, outside... went to 10th mile with lotsa relatives.. Tuu-kah!! Lunch oso got tuu-kah! But different stylings of the tuu-kah! Among other things...

After that, went to Mich's house for countdown, ended on a bad note. : (

So that was my last day of 2009. If its me, I would look back at 2009 and give it the finger...

2009-12-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

Christmas

Wahey! First, I like to wish a Merry Christmas to those who celebrate... my family is not really into Christmas...haha...

Well, I can't really remember what I did Christmas eve last year, but I do remember having KFC for lunch on Christmas day...hehe.

Until now, I'm still waiting for my present. Nissan 370z.

Damn... its such a beauty~! Oh Santa, its 19 years worth of Christmas presents, even a lifetime's worth of Christmas presents. lol

Well, this year, I spent my Christmas eve having a bloated stomach and a couple of laughs with my friends. I had a great time, but not great for my stomach... >.<

Btw, the end-of-year post is coming up in a few days, planning to make it a meaningful one...After all, it "was" a pretty important year and my IELTS results are out that day! OMG OMG OMG~!

2009-12-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

Long Awaited Post

Hi all, if you still have not realised or have been living under a rock, STPM is over. Actually that's old news. Haha! I've just been busy ever since, you'll know why later on.

You know, people keep asking me how was it, and I never seem to have the exact answer to that, more like my take on it changes rather frequently. Like my parents, after every paper they will go " How was it?" and I'll always answer " Dunno..." or "Like that lo...? ". Must be annoying, hehe... well, its not like I can discuss whether the answer to the Chemistry Structure Question 1 is hydrogen gas or whine to them about how I wrote concentrated ammonia solution as concentrated ethanolic solution of ammonia, or how I screwed up the Step 1 in the electrophilic addition of alkene. Just some of the mistakes in my Paper 2... So agonising, total exam days were only 7, but the whole exam was spreaded out in a damn 3 weeks and their exam paper-taking sequence was stupid. MPM people really don't know how to plan exams.

But, that was then, what's next is still then...haha. I still remember that George of The Jungle was playing last Wednesday night, couldn't really study for Chemistry Paper 1...

Then "poof!", as fast as it came, as fast as it was gone. Gone was STPM, gone was the final day in my school uniform, gone was the final day of school. what am I gonna do with my school tie? Was going to take photos that day, but no mood after Chemy Paper 1, =(

I not really happy that its over, just a so-so feeling. People scream freedom! Liberation! Nah, I don't feel that way, cos I always had freedom.

Were there celebrations? Well, does playing badminton count? It has been over a month since I last played. Then there was Basaga... Oh, in the middle of those things, I was trying to start my IELTS "adventure".

Let me tell you a story. I heard from Terence that there was a good teacher for IELTS, so me and Jenny decided to look for him/her since ELC's IELTS course starts only 6th January, the day I will fly. All I had was an address and that the house was behind westwood. No name, no telephone number, I don't even know what that person looks like! Imagine that! So I took a long while to seach for the house, when it was really behind westwood, sorta literally =.=''. When I found the house, it was empty. *curses...* . Then I decided to leave a note, finally found a pen and paper after rummaging through the car's glove compartment. Then, the pen no ink, . Went to look for another pen, found another 1 with no cap, but at least it worked... halfway... then I had to tap it a few times on the steering wheel before it could work again. Overall it was a gruesome and agonising process... Then I finally went to Basaga.

Basaga, its beside Chonglin Park, a school turned hostel, very classy. The food was undesirable. Well, the meat was nice, but other than that, nothing worth mentioning. There was a group of Lodge students too, all dressed up to sweat out in the open air, haha. =P .

This is Basaga kebab, lamb meat with prata bread, lame coleslaw and a yogurt + mint sos on the side. It was a dark place, my phone's flash makes everything blue.

Made a funny picture, XD You see more of it in the future cuz I like that expression. Totally unintentional.

So this was Thursday. =) Raise your glasses to Cecilia for organising it. Cheers!

Friday, early morning basketball! First time play basketball at that place, first time play basketball since.. last year. haha... Can't believe my team won, lol. A pair of Air Jordan died that morning. I'm so sorry, should've worn you more frequently to keep u in shape... Well, I guess its time to go Petaling Street to find his/her decendent. Hehe... =P Then I went to register for IELTS with Jenny. Date set on 19th December.@@ Then it was a shopping trip to the Spring, my legs are super tired lo...>.<

I couldn'nt walk properly on Saturday, was sore all over, especially my thighs. Stayed in. At night, my dad drove us to Batu Kawa to eat at some kopitiam. What a celebration that STPM is over. =.=''

Sunday, I baked a cake! Waddup~ haha! Then at night, went out to Jalan Song. Had fun, hehe...

Check out the nice wallpaper!

Monday, Sematan! Curse those sand flies... I'm gonna itch for weeks! I drove to Sematan, quite an accomplishment for me, haha... Played with sand, made a pig's head. played with sea water. The ocean breeze was very very relaxing. I could just sit there and do nothing all day and would still be satisfied... like magic, haha...

Tuesday, today I snuck into a library. IELTS are go!

2009-11-01T22:50:00.004+08:00

Update!

Okay, finally realised that November just set in! So you see, STPM technically starts on 23rd November 2009 and ends 10th December 2009.

How am I feelin? Nothing unusual frankly, just take it on like everything else. Treating it as it is nothing special could be catastrophic or it could just save you from panicking at one of the most important exams in your life. I can still remember that my sister said some people cried in the toilets after they took the exam. Why?

I have my goal, I will do what is necessary within my powers to get to it. Sounds simple enough, action wise? -requires lots of determination that I kinda lack nowadays, or do I? Forgive me if I'm contradicting myself, I do it a lot.

This month, I believe this blog will go stale, so I'ma brush the dust of now, so it won't look so bad in December when STPM is over, I repeat, when STPM is over, OVER. It could happen, I can see it happening now, with it being so close, haha...

Last MONth_

Finally been to Sharing Planet, not quite what I have expected, the food is okay but not somewhere I would go back for a second time, period.

What happens when you get Rm200 pizza hut money? You order the sides with doubles and point at the supreme range and say "All" . It is an exhilarating experience, (just the ordering) then the food comes, and you get bloated and you overspend, haha! It was so crowded cos some form3 class was having their class dinner. We didn't have those in our time...kids these days... tsk tsk tsk... Since we ordered everthing in stuff crust, I finally ate a stuff crust pizza!, but I still think that pan pizza is still the best. Note, I am not sick of Pizza Hut, I would welcome another food frenzy any day, hehe...

Look, its me! You know where this is? You can guess, hehe...I mean which toilet is this.
and no, its not Pizza Hut, ==;;

Oh, and I got this too. It gave me a grin...

2009-10-18T20:52:00.002+08:00

Latest Entry

Well, it really has been a while... you know, been busy and stuff but now I've just finished my mock exams!

So this entry is about to begin about writing entries, I used to write posts weekly but as STPM draws nearer, posts gets lesser and lesser, harap maklum.

You see, having faced this exam, I believe I have found some sort of tranquility, or numbed or nulled.... meaning that I don't get that excited or hyped up about it, but I also don't get panicky or agitated anymore.
It really has its pro's and cons... lets put it this way, I used to be like a normal A.C current, now I'm more like rms current. Tho, Irms < Io

After the exams, desires keep popping up in my head, and they mostly involve FOOD...
wah... who says there are no places to eat in Kuching... recently I've been eyeing Frenz and Family alot, then there's the mysterious Sharing Planet which I kinda have no fate with, then there's a new dessert-based shop in Jalan Song near Starbucks! Then there's the new 人间茶坊 too! >.<>
Lol, I sound so cwazee~~ anyone wanna go to McD?

Ah wellz, I guess this is how it goes down...life from this end on is up! Wha?

2009-09-20T14:57:00.001+08:00

I dreamt of Roger Federer

What?! Don't give me that look.... >.>

So amusing, he was playing tennis in my lorong with Gael Monfils! He lost though, lol.
You know, there was no net too, only the ends were marked with vertical tennis rackets. The court lines were laser! Red monochromatic ones too, so cool...haha.. I was standing on my gate there watching, and he came talking to me, XD . He wanted to give me tickets to next Saturday's game, but I didn't get it cos I failed to return with my handphone within their count to ten. =='' I cannot seem to find the reason I had this dream, very amusing dream though, haha...

Today's date is cool, 20.09.2009 once in a lifetime!

Oh, can someone tell me how to manage broken computer mice? I hate disposing electronic waste, very harmful.

2009-08-29T22:59:00.002+08:00

What Post Is This??

Okay okay, some people have been asking why is there no new post for so long? Referring to my previous post, I just thought it deserves some time at the top, =P . Besides, I got really undecided about what to post next.

I wanted to blog about the stuff I cooked when I was home alone a couple of weeks ago, but the pictures I took were unsatisfactory, or it could be that the food I cooked was just ugly. hehe... basically... I incorporated lots of potatoes instead of your everyday rice. I made fried rice, fried noodles.. fried some fishsticks too. I used claypot noodles for fried noodles, haha, weird... I made bak choi with oyster sauce, curry-flavored sotong etc.

I even thought about making another song parody with " I've Got A Feeling", its called "My Dog is Peeing". Just thinking out singing " My dog is peeing... woohoo~" makes me laugh. XD

Our country's Independence Day is coming up, I have thoughts about beloved Msia, its gonna be a long long post, and its like ISA-gonna-catch-me-if-they-see-this-material. @@

I also wanna tell a story. Last week Chemistry tuition, the teacher did'nt turn on the air-con or any of the fans! Everyone was like " What's going on??", and then this girl came in, halfway to her seat she realised it was hot and said " Why no air-con? So hot here! and I'm wearing a jacket! What shit is this?? " So funny, I'm gonna remember that for good, haha...
seeing and listening to a girl say "What Shit is this??", I think thats funny, I must be weird, LOL...

This week is supposed to be a study break! Unfortunately, shit happens, such is life. Its what you do with it that matters most...

2009-08-08T23:16:00.005+08:00

Note 1: This post is in Chinese because it came to me in Chinese.
Note 2: This post is released because I am feeling strong emotions and I want to mark this day.
Note 3: This post is very personal. You may leave now.

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我的心现在有一个洞你知道吗?

我现在真的真的不知道这是什么感觉;

它到底是愤怒，伤心，还是失望；都混在一起了。

虽然不会痛，但是它真的是不好受呀。。。

显，又是这么沉重的心情。

哦，多么痛苦的的领悟；原来咋们是会发生那种事的关系。。。

我到底做错了什么？为什么我得受这种苦。

为什么我又得受这种苦？都已经过了一年了，我还以为我走出来了；但是看来我又掉下出了。

真的真的真的真的没想到会发生这样的事情。

我到底应该要怪谁？是我自己的关系吗？是我太冲动了吗？我明明说了，我没办法联络人。

我没直接怪人，已经算是很冷静了，对吧？

真混乱，很复杂的心情。我受的那种煎熬到底谁能了？

我不会哭，还不值得哭。

梦毁掉了，不想去了，不管是什么，吃起来都会不好吃了。

可恶，既然留下了这样的回忆！那以后怎么办？

怎么办，我恐怕忘不了这一天，因为这可是第一次啊。。。

你以为我想太多了吗？我本来就是会想很多很多的人吔。

我的肚子真的很饿，没错，一个人兜了那么久也没吃到东西，但也好，很适合我现在的心情。

现在连发泄的力气都没有，也不想在心中呐喊，更不可能真的喊出来。。。

原来我所开始注重与珍惜的牵绊也只不过如此而已。。

到底要怎样？我还不知道。

杰文.奥施

2009-08-05T21:59:00.003+08:00

Sorry la, have just been very lazy to update.

This time, I wanna post up some photos....

So this time last week, me and a bunch of friends celebrated my birthday, was shocked to see so many people, lol. No pictures are available, because I din wanna take photos on my own birthday. Till today, I'm still waiting for the pictures, :p .

Tho, I did take some of the present i received.

The shape looks like underwear box.

Digi prepaid??

Eee, horizontal stripe shirt!

I really thought there was only one shirt, then when I took it out, i saw the peach color... haha... surprised.

Hopefully, the next post will be up very soon. =)

2009-07-14T22:24:00.002+08:00

I am so pissed...

Our beloved internet service provider has crossed the line. Inefficiency has gone too far.

Let me tell you a story.

On last Friday, I I received a call, it was from Streamyx, Bintulu. The lady on the line explained to me that someone from Bintulu canceled his streamyx subscription and apparently they have the same username as ours, and they canceled our's instead. Imagine my shock when I heard it, even worse she asked if I could wait for one month for the new installation. As if we canceled our subscription, regret cancelling and now want to install back. WHAT THE FUCK??? An avid internet yours truly could NEVER accept such terms. As this fact was made clear to the lady, she said she will do what she could. She also asked whether we have another telephone line and whether this was our only telephone line. Who did she think she was talking too?? Who would be so stupid to own 2 residential telephone lines in one house??

After a while, she called back, saying that their people will install the line back on Monday, because they do not work on weekends. Being patient as I am sometimes, I accepted the terms, in promise of a working internet connection on Monday.

Thus began the agony of no internet connection over a weekend...luckily, the weekend went well without internet.

Then came Monday, I tried to connect, failed. The lady from Bintulu called again, saying that they installed the line already and changed our username. Again, no resistance was taken. She said, now I must wait for tomorrow for their computers to filter and "recognise" our new username. I was starting to get irritated.

Then came Tuesday, again I tried to connect, again I failed. In frustration, I called the lady from Bintulu, it went unanswered. Then I came to realise that they only start working after 2.30pm. I never knew lunch hour ended so late. Now she said my father had to activate the account from his handphone number only. He was a man difficult to contact but I succeeded. After my father called because he already sent the activation sms, I tried to connect again. What do you know? It failed. Then I called the lady from Bintulu, now she says that she will help me check why I failed. Tired of waiting on-hold for a few minutes, I hung up. She called back almost instantly, explaining to me that she contacted the Kuching people, said that they haven't ''jumper'' the system, whatever that means... Then she asked me to try tonight because they are gonna "jumper" it tonight. I tried at 8 something, and again at 9 something. After failing for so many times I went to Bing, answer to how am I able to post this when I have no internet connection at home.

This experience really makes me so so frustrated about the ineffeciency of other people. What must other people be like that?? Even in school, I have to face this kind of crap. I told a girl to come to my class at the beginning of recess, she nodded and I waited in class, after she didn't show up, I had to look for her to make her come to my class, why something so simple cannot be remembered?? Then, Lim Poh Yiin owes me money. Since Friday did she owe me money, I thought she would pay me on Monday, but she didn't. I asked the money from her on Tuesday, you know what did she say?? "Oh, I haven't collected the money yet" You know she's a treasurer? I don't think she knows how to be a treasurer la, collect money so late after the notice has been sent out, even more people will forget to bring the money or they will use up the money already! I just can't stand useless irresponsible people.... I don't mean to point fingers, I would just say who is it.

To lazy to change font, very sien, very pissed, very angry.
You streamyx people can go fuck yourselves.

2009-07-05T23:57:00.003+08:00

Long's BornDay

Report of 3rd of July 2009
Time: 9pm
Condition: Freakin rained man...
Location: Tarot Cafe
Occasion: A Friend's Bornday

The planning for this occasion was conducted several times, and due to false hopes of no tuition and no need to attend class, various alterations were carried out, including the time and place.

It is suspected that the person of the occasion knew what was going on the whole time because the discussions as I see them were not that discrete. ==

After class, badminton and chemistry tuition, we proceeded to the venue amidst heavy rain and water puddles.

Tarot cafe ma, ofcos got tarot cards...

What they were doing besides talking...

Visual on the cake as taken by Ah Zho

We had a hard time lighting up the candles, but we did it, well they did, not me, =P

Actually, we weren't the only ones who were celebrating bornday here, we heard some other group doing the same.

A pretty cake...in ruins...

scene of the crime...

Evidence! XD

We talked till around 11.30pm, laughed like crazy and were the noisiest ones there, will be surprised if we're not blacklisted, haha...

2009-06-30T21:29:00.002+08:00

Cut Down Post

This post is actually overdue, hehe... cos Jenny cudn't go to the 族魂 on saturday. Too bad... but she did not miss alot honestly speaking...

Jenny, all the photo's have been posted on facebook, but sorry for the quality cos it was onli my handphone and i was sitting way back . Hehe... but i did take a pic of each of the performances, haha...

For the songs, most of them were pretty old songs, they did not interest me but there was one guy who I just have to give credit to because he sang pretty well, don't remember which school was he from tho.

For the dances, why do all of them have to use fans?? Luckily our skool's traditional dance entry won 3rd price, which I think becos they din bring any fans or any other tools on stage, just pure skills... haha...

For the modern dances, Kuching ppl are still not that trained or experienced to pull off amazing break dances or even poping for those so called ''sufflers''? They don't have the power. Imagine my shock wen I found out that our school entered this category, but failed badly, lousy choreography and no technique, =P, but kudos for the effort.
The real pros came in last as guest performers, the Feasible Crew! I've heard of them on the news cos they won quite a number of dance competitions in Kuching, they really have the rhytm, and their moves were executed correctly. I guess thats what you get for practicing as much as them?

There were also some comediacal performances, especially from Kuching Town 1, the duo really got the crowd laughing and clapping. There was also this girl and guy pair that quized each other, one book0smart and one street0smart. They weren't as gud as the two guys from Kuching town.

So, here ends it, for pictures, visit my facebook, hehe. =D

2009-06-21T22:05:00.004+08:00

When work pays off...

So our muet teacher comes barging in one day and promotes the star education co-edu ministry organize a competition- make-a-magazine-competition. (If you still haven't guessed it, thats not the real name). Tho the first prize wasnt all lucrative, we were all drawn to the free pizza upon completion of the paper. @@

At first we were torn between teenage pregnancy and internet addiction, cos we were all boys and such, but internet addiction is abit dull... and so we went on with teenage pregnancy, haha...

The feature article is so hard to write!! As in it's not easy to write something thats not coming straight from your mind, get what I mean? Like this blogging thing, I just simply type what my mind is thinking, progress s smooth and fast, but 1000 word essay writing is just soo... agonising...@@ especially with so many information available on the internet, its harder to decide whether to slip in fact here, or fact there.

Thou I was group leader, I dared not take action before I finished my essay... but we were'nt too late, in fact we were the 1st group to hand in! XD, and we're a bunch of guys some more!, lol.

Since we're making a magazine, the cover can say is the most important, lol.
After two seasons of watching ugly betty, I think I know what I'm doing. LOL!

First, take a look at the picture above. Then look at our magazine cover. Ladies and gentlemen, abra kedabra alakazam! use psybeam! bend those spoons!

Lady in the picture is Sheng's sister, haha, i crop 1 oh~, and i changed her chair from blue to yellow to fit the clinic chairs... can say I'm really excited cos I can do photoshop magic, hahaha... ^.^

Billy cutting the base for long's comics while watching the lakers' game...

Long sticking our materials, cos he's the one with... small delicate hands?

We are showing the GLUESTICK spirit~! XD Gluesticks are so much better than the gooey ones, XD =P.

So now we wait for the results to come out on 19th July. Our group is aiming for the runner up prize, 3days 2 nights at Genting, but we're happy that we're getting a regular pizza each. You wanna see our video?? Its 18PG, @@, Lol...

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Holiday mission accomplished!

2009-06-09T18:08:00.003+08:00

Visiting Trip

Monday, some school club organised a trip to visit the Sejingkat Power Plant. They actually wanted to go to the cat museum, dunno why they changed it... I can't remember when was the last time I went there. Could it be never?

I nearly fainted when they passed out questions for us to ask...==;; What's up with that?

Again, I din't want to go when I heard that most of Sc3 is going... no offence, I just want to avoid trouble... but it turned out okay...

We waited VERY long for the bus, cause the organisers asked us to go early. 28 people went, including the teachers. I remember that I heard that Cecilia said that it took 2 hours to get there, man, how wrong was she...

So we went there, first thing we saw were a bunch of terrace houses built for the plant workers. Then we checked in, and we went into some room for a briefing. We were told about the whole process of coal burning... steam making and electricity production. I have a feeling that mr.bong used to work there or at least visited there before and this trip is actually his idea... hmmm......

After the briefing, we got helmets and ear plugs before we went into actual plant.

These are the turbines that generate electricity, it really wasn't that noisy, so the earplugs were rather useless? Tho they made a good token of memory, lol...
Then we went into the control room. Basically, the monitor the turbines and the boilers here. ''Coal-control'' is in another control room. But we din visit the coal part because we din have enough time, I think... I really wanted to ride the conveyor belt, lol...

That is one high temp. @@ . Notice the chinese writing on the meters? Its actually because the whole plant is made in china. There's even a supervisor from china that's been here for 10 years.

This is the sign on the boiler. They make fireballs...@@

2009-06-04T14:13:00.002+08:00

A Promised Update

Okay okay, I know I should be updating long ago... but there's quite a lot of things that I'm up to lately...

You see, after 5 days of exams, 2 weeks of holiday starts~ .
Well, I guess its one of the perks of being in form6, low exam period, haha...

Last Friday, the school came up with a teacher's day celebration and the hari pelajar cemerlang, way the go on saving the trouble. That day ar, I never actually wanted to go, then Mrs Lily asked, so I went. XD

It was a good day, I got to see teachers singing, de lengang kenyalang dances, and some brass band geeks trying to act geeky cool, but actually they were just making a fool of themselves, :p . Tho, fresh flowers in the dewan really raised an eyebrow...
Not to mention, they served great chicken rice and this year, I even got to have cake! Haha... I got so full.... Oh, Mr Bong who is ever so hardworking discussed the Physics 1 paper before the ceremony, =='' this time's physics is damn hard u noe?! I'm really really surprised how i did in that paper... No photos, cos I forgot to bring my phone. =(

Thus began the holidays, saturday no tuition, monday no tuition, so enjoy... but we had to spend time to do the magazine competition organised by the Star, its great to be involved in magazine editing, haha, Ugly betty..., =P . The power of pizza is so overwhelming... my group is even doing the video clip to size up our free pizzas, XD . Oh ya, I tink my group name is so funny, Gluesticks, cos we're all guys... If you get it, welcome to the dark side, hahahahahaha.... XD.

This week alone, I played 6 hours of badminton, lol , one word, SONG! which is not even a word, heehee...

Then there's the barbeque last nite, I'm glad everything came through. We actually managed to start the fire with no adults! Woohoo~~! So we din fail our practical, lol. All night, dirty jokes were cracked so much, we made a mess everywhere. No pun intended.
I still can't believe 2.75 litres of ice-cream or ice-confection to be exact can finish within an hour, LOL, we are so good... no thanks to the stp, =P.
We had great food, great company, =) . Again, no pictures, either busy starting the fire or busy eating, XD.

(Busy is becoming a very useful excuse...learnt it from someone... =P), I intended to drop the habit.

What lies ahead, tuition, badminton, trip to power plant and even a possible trip to sematan.

All is well...

I really want to eat the chocolate cheese at secret recipe la, beh song if go alone. >.<

2009-05-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

Confessions of a Shopaholic

No, this is not about the movie, this is just a post about SHOPPING, @@ . previously, I've been feeling like I've been spending a lot lately... or as my sister says, spending like nobody's business....

I'm sure I'm not the only one who fell victim to the devil's evil evil word.. "SALE" == , or the evil symbols of 30%, 50%, 70% ... ><

I... am wiling to admit that shopping can really get addictive, frankly I'm even kinda scared of my buying power, lol... but then I'm not saying that it means that I'm gonna buy stuff I don't need right? There's always a need for a second pair of shoes, LOL, just kidding. For me, I walk the entire place before I actually buy anything if I were to shop alone, which is usually the case, =(

Exhibit A

These are size 12, I have size 9 feet, but surprisingly, it fits comfortably, =P. I bought it at the Lea Centre sale, after going to all 3 LeaCentres in town, I finally settled on this one, cos it was the only pair there. The price? Let's just say I must be under demonic possession at the time. @@

I have also realised that I will always have things to buy, I like that but it freaks me out!

Kia, lets play basketball, LOL, XD

2009-04-26T22:25:00.003+08:00

Charity Sale~

Today I participated in my first charity sale ever. As a part of a voluntary group, I feel like we are more of social aid than of medical aid, but its all good, hehe... It was held at Sarawak Society for the Blind at Ong Thian Swee Road? I thought it would be hard to get there cos I wasn't sure where it was, but heng heng Tai Hock, Cecilia etc was coming out from Premier 101 when I was heading out, so it took no problem getting there, =P

The place was not bad, but everyone setting up stalls at the activity area made it look like a market.

Committee members didn't need to prepare anything for this occasion, XD, but we did help to sell the food, Cincau Sarsi, Chai kuih, Pudding and Packet drinks.

Meet Billy. This was taken before our sale started cos we were still waiting for the ice to arrive.

Our signs

The response we got was not bad, even though there were alot of competitors, lol.... even got Ang Mos selling nasi lemak and mee goreng, damn they're so tall, >.> but I sold them drinks, success! XDXD... and I discovered that not everyone can become a salesman.... Oh, and I saw some familiar faces there too, hehe...

Thats the pic I took when we finished, after two hours we earned over RM500! I guess we did okay, so kudos to our VAD members, =D . Oh, the lady who worked there who counted our earnings was a Japanese! How rare to see one here, lol, I was unsure at first cos her English was either french-ish or japanese-ish but when I heard her count the coupons in Japanese...haha...

It was a good day, =)

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Upon the request of Cecilia,

can recognise? anyone?

2009-04-20T22:06:00.001+08:00

Interesting Jokes!

So, I found this online, thought it was funny, so I'm gonna post it here.

1. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP?

2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks?

3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?

4. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?

5. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?

6. Why the man who invests all your money called a broker?

7. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to make terrible?

8. Why is it called building when it is already built?

9. If a book about failures doesn't sell, is it a success?

10. If you're not supposed to drink and drive, then why do bars have parking lots?

11. If you take an Oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented?

12. If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat??

2009-04-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

100th Post!

Hehe... so this special post is about something special.

Amidst the messy books, lies my dream come true...

So... I got a little something for myself from the Pikom Pcfair. Should I go into the techy details?
It has functions that fits my needs and expectations, =D and also a bunch of freebies that I'm happy with...hehe...

tHOUGH, i must admit that its not perfection, its rather heavy and its glossy black surface is a fingerprint magnet, but the audio and the visual is breath-taking... XD

Enough of this boasting! Convenience has increased in folds for me... haha, I hope that this will accompany me through rain and shine till the great divine.. LOL, ==''

I am happy...

So, next time you see a new post, bear in mind that it came from a laptop! =)

2009-04-01T22:33:00.004+08:00

POST NO. 99~!

Great... I've reached the 99th post. I think its kinda obvious that I've been neglecting this blog? I'm sure it happens to most of the bloggers out there, =P.

These days, there are sooo many things to blog about, like my trip to the local RTM which is opposite Hopoh, and the VAD camp and why I say my leg itches! I even have an conceptual idea post planned, hope to see it in the light on day, XD (lalala~~) I can even blog about my MOOting...

These days, if you check my facebook, I've been quizing alot, LOL, as do everyone else on facebook! Wow, they are really really getting out of hand, like an algae bloom, if you know what i mean...

VAD camp (Sorta outdated)

This camp ah, has its strong and weak points. The organisers keep saying that the house is sooo amazing and that we should appreciate it more, but for me, the house lacks detail, though I am admittedly impressed by the structural design of the house/mansion/ banglow. What I HATE though are the mosquitoes!! DAMN THOSE THINGS!! DIE DIE DIE!!! I also don't like that when I'm finished with the main course and heading towards the desert, its always finished...=='' Cud it be that its becos I'm always eating 2 helpings of the main course? XD

The activities... well at least it IS an effort to bring about survival through adaptation, just not super effective. Though, I honestly think that it brought us VAD members closer. Bottom line, I had fun and injuries. LOl...

For my pictures, see my facebook, no point in uploading twice, =P

RTM visit (even more outdated)

So I got to go in and see how radio dj's work, its pretty interesting, I could really consider a job like that, and name the radio station Jaws F.M. XDXD. The visit lasted only around half and hour, then I went to Hopoh cos Lea Centre got sale, I almost bought a green nike jersey for rm70++, but they din have my size, though I cud fit into M... nvm... but I really like it cos it had the similar design motive as my black nike shirt. =(

Again, pics of the trip is on facebook.

M00ting!

Phew, just glad its over... Many hours were spent preparing for it. Well, we ARE first timers, and we din have any technical practices, so we lost? FYI, it was my first time ever in a public-speaking-ish competition! Funny how it comes back and bite people in the a** for bailing on it like 6 years ago? Nvm, at least we got a free dinner at Holiday Inn, which was good food if you ask me. Our teacher wore like the same type of pattern as Cecilia!

They look the same!, but they are not! @@

Random bottomlines before I sign off,:

I still hot for American Idol. I saw 2 dogs making love at the 2.5mile junction when traffic was jammed with school bound children, I laughed like crazy thinking abt it. I still wanna buy a new badminton racket. I want to know when is the Roddick, Federer match! I'm sleeping more then ever! My emotions are currently numb... Cud be going crazy, woohoo~?

Happy April's Fool, Beware of Stool

2009-03-18T00:52:00.003+08:00

UpDATE

Its time for an update...

Now, I'm having all week to myself without the stress & strain of homework and exams! Hence the time for an update. Honestly now, I have lots of materials for this blog, just that I can't place the time to do so. So, here's the theme for this post, "Karangan Bergambar" aka picture essay?
I'll try to do it in the correct time sequence...

This is Physics practical! One of the most awesome experiments ever! If you can't already tell, its a standing wave produced with magnets and an A.C. current. That ass belongs to Gan, lol... How do I know?! Just zoom in la, cos you can see that the name tag says Long. XD

This is me grandma, we were having the buffet dinner at Four Points by Sheraton. Its a very very spacious hotel restaurant, and there were no signs outside, phaps it was new? The food wasn't GREAT but they were good, the varieties they have are rare in Kuching.

This is a door in the restroom. I SWEAR it says Corrupt Taib, if not I wudn't have taken this picture. This took place in February btw...

This is food from a new place called Courtyard. Its located opposite Chonglin Park. The black pepper sizzling beef is exquisite! The squid rings were terrible! They only have one room with air-con, so if you want to go on a hot day/night, make sure to make reservations... Another thing worth noting is that the cups were kinda special. The teapots looks cute, and if yur ice beverages are contained using jars. Yes, they use jam jars for cups! I must say, its a good idea...

This is the leadership camp conducted by UCSI bold guy. Quite boring stuff...

We were asked to make bridges out of straws....

Our bridge looked like a boat, and it cud hold TWO 2 litre tupperwares, so I guess it was a success... hehe...

This is the glamour bridge, it glitters...

This is the LATEST update, cos me,mom and bro went to Village fast food for lunch. They have business only because of the ample office workers near it. In the picture is nestum chicken, nothing special. Just that the rice is steamed in the bowl and has sweet potato at the bottom. The pearls in the milk tea is not chewy, =( . Its one of the places I won't bother to go again, =P.

2009-03-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

Heavy Weeks Ahead

Wow, I just realised that my schedule is gonna be Packed! Its crazy what people do to make themselves miserable... lol.

All the way from Monday to Friday, Tuition or extra class or Library Duty.

*Wind swoosh by*

So I got an sms last weekend saying that Maths tuition got slot (Finally...) for Monday, but surprisingly he was ok that I go to the Thursday one instead. What's the deal with that??

Then, I got a call from Mr. Choo about opening at Chem tuition (Finally...). I don't think this is a coincidence that both of em just suddenly call me up for tuition starting March.
I cant help but speculate about that person who dropped out from both tuition classes, I bet they are the same person... just dunno who it is... and what on Earth happened to that one...

How the heck am I gonna do both badminton and tuition on Friday?? Stay tuned to find out who PREVAILS, lol...

2009-02-19T16:18:00.002+08:00

American Idol Canceled

=(

The title sure caught yur eye ey? =P

Don worry AI fans, ( If there are any out there...) It was meant to be on a personal scale, Gimmick, lol.

Upper six life is more busy, plus the download speed is like shit so I'm not gonna follow it like crazy, like obsessed man with geek glasses @@ . Sob sob... I see some quality in this year's batch, but am I gonna pick the winner this time? Simply No coz I did that already, XD . David Cook ! Woooo~!

So what is this about? Just another sacrifice? Small excuses?

2009-02-12T22:02:00.005+08:00

Valentine's Day

The day love is celebrated, through materialistic means, =P. Love is Bittersweet Dark Chocolate, that's what comes to mind when I think of Valentine's Day....

So what Jaws is gonna do on Valentine's Day?

Sorry, didn't ask anyone out for dinner, and I am too cheap to ''buy'' roses, I would only make them. Did I?

Haihz, do I want to look at someone for 3 hours straight in a room where several other people are doing the same? To laugh and smile with, to share and to complete...

Well, to end everything in a more joyful note, I introduce a love song soooo nice it made me go "Awwww...." sweet, heart-melting song by the Plain White T's "1234" .

and a happy valentine's day to my readers. =)

2009-02-05T14:18:00.004+08:00

Wao?

Ahhh, finally have to time to upload some pictures frm CNY, its not much, like just a bit only.==''

This is the pineapple plant at my uncle's house *note the color...

House owner-ish looking(seeing her making conversation is hilarious, =P )

Ladies with big smiles =D

I'm fat... T.T

Beer and Gamble, sweet combo... XD

This is the latest 1, =P if you know what i mean...

Oh ya, our class had our own party, lol. Every1 brought leftover cny food, even the teacher, XD. I got SOOO full... we still have some more sitting in class,(the joy of not having to share a classroom) will finish soon, likely tomorrow, haha...

Today we also sawed off all the sikening tall chairs in the Chem Lab!! WooHoo~! After so many periods whining and complaining aBout it ah, haha... too bad BANANA GURL wasn't here to see it. It happened after we finished thermochem practical, which didn't take long. Thumbs up for the teacher preparing and planning everything, I mean, the tools, the location, and even S1 students to mark the chairs with marker pen. So every time people use the chairs in the Chem lab, they should think about S2, XD

2009-01-24T21:59:00.002+08:00

Phew, finally have some free time to update.

FYI, I have been busy with homework and I have been sick since Wednesday. Ngaitih, every week got test! small one here, small one there, lil bit beeh tahan ==''... But we still found time to paint the class, its purple now, with milk window frames, tasty colours, hehe... I'll put some pictures when I have the chance, but in the mean time, I think you can find it on facebook if you hunt for it, hehe...

CNY... the teachers' didn't give red packets, numbers were however involved, the kind that is written on the blackboard that they want you to pay attention to at home. We kinda go lots of those, didn't get to finish them until now, practically went straight to bed after school everyday... siens of fever...

No plans were made this year for cny, not really in the celebration mood, but I did get new clothes, haha... This year just wanna go with the flow...

Oh, I'm gonna enter a badminton competition when we start school, mixed doubles with Ning Ning, I must say... the percentage of survival is not on our side... cos the enemy seem pro.... No fair le! Originally there were only 3 teams, and with my luck, I drew the last seat which goes straight to the finals! Now another team just join in, experienced people some more, >.> , spoil my "hengness" nia... =P .

Oh, English series are premiering soon, must figure out a way to cope...

New year, new year, I might have photos after new years, I do plan to, see how it goes, don't really care, @@.

Anyhow, Happy Chinese New Year to you all, and to those who do not celebrate, Happy Hols, hopefully, things will look up this year.

2009-01-11T14:16:00.002+08:00

Parody!!!

Wow, I didn't realise until now that I did NOT update for so long! Well, we are now facing the 2nd week of January, CNY is just around the corner, I have plenty of things to do and I am satiated but still am GREEDY FOR MORE @@. Yada yada yada... So, first I gotta say that I neither support the Israelis nor the Palestinians. Hope they blow each other out of the face of Earth so peace may come.

An idea came to me a few days ago so I started constructing something, which is the Beyonce If I Were A Boy Parody- If I Were A Girl. You know how weird it is for a guy to sing If I Were A Boy?? You can find a few versions of parodies of it on youtube, too bad someone beat me to it, >.>

This post is gonna stay for quite a while, cos I'm kinda proud of it, XP

If I Were A Girl

If i were a girl
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and put my makeup from head to toe
Go shopping with girls
and check out the guys

I'd wait till they rip their hearts for me
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they'd stick up for me.

If I were a girl
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a boy
I'd swear I'd be a better girl.

I'd listen to him~~
Cos I know how it sucks...
When you get lost in translation,
Cause she doesn't want to listen,
and everything you had got destroyed

If I were a girl
I would be nothing else
No petty little secrets
So he would get to know me at all

I'd be at his side
And go with the flow
Cause I'm sure I found the right one
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a girl
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a boy
I swear I'd be a better girl

I'd listen to him~~
Cos I know how it sucks...
When you get lost in translation,
Cause she doesn't want to listen,
and everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for us to go back,
Saying you still love me
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a girl,
You don't understand
And you don't understand,oh
How it feels to love a man,
Someday you wish you were a better girl

You don't listen to him
You don't care how he hurts
Until you see him with another
Cause you took him just for granted,
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a girl.

2008-12-31T21:40:00.002+08:00

2008

I can still remember what I was doing at the moment it turned 2008. I was chatting and gossiping about Wendy and his girlfriend because we just found out. Everything were just fine... so ignorant, so oblivious... so happy...

This whole year, I can only remember the bad stuff, the unhappy periods, for they overshadow the good ones. However the good ones will not go unnoticed because I'm fair. The world fell on me, the word upset is far from describing what I was feeling, devastated? A phase of severe devastation.... A process I'm getting so familiar with. First is the crushing of the heart, you feel like dying, and after that is the anger phase, you get really angry at the world and still feel like dying. Last is the phase of numbness, you just feel invincible because you feel like nothing could ever hurt as much as you felt in the first phase, fear is unfamiliar, dying would seem like nothing... This phase is permanent, at least in my case, it still does feel like it...

Do you know how it feels to have your dreams crushed? A dream that was small and a whole heart was bet on it, it sure does seem like sure bet! At the time...

Seriously, its that of a bigga deal, if not, why would I even BOTHER to feel this way?

I will never forgive, or forget.

Yes, there were times I was happy, yes there were countless times I would forget about this pain. But nothing that would etch so deeply that it lasts... Things that I'm glad for in 2008? New friends, that's a start... and I believe I'm better in badminton now... rebonding is nice too... Now, I appreciate 人与人之间的牵绊( not sure if its the correct 词）. Now, THATs something... to me.

I can still remember that time during Form6 orientation, I leaned on Calvin's shoulder and sighed, and then he sang " You got a friend in me... you got a friend in me" Its a song from Monster's Inc btw... I really thank him, really needed that... (Calvin-san, kimi wa boku ittsumo no tomodachi da...) But I bet he does'nt read my blog anyway, =P.

Oh, and songs make me cry now, correction, wanna cry. I found 3 that does. I've changed...

So what am I gonna do on the 31st? I was hoping that there's gonna be a party... XD or I can watch Taiwan countdown concert like every other year....

I don't bother about new year resolutions, =P . Here's to a new year, may many good things happen.

2008-12-29T23:45:00.002+08:00

Okay, some pictures that I wanna post before the new years.

This is Corallium Cafe located behind Star Cineplex. We went the before Christmas actually, the food is not bad, the service is good. I think its mostly because the waiter is new, the kind that is working while waiting for SPM results, hehe... so they're polite and everything.

This is a seashell in the table, yes, IN the table, but in this picture, it looks like the shell is above the camera...

They use blue light, which is painful to the eyes, but you can always request to use yellow or white fluorescent light.

They were having Christmas offers, Rm9.90 for main courses. They have four types of sauces, mushroom, blk pepper, bbq and blueberry. I opt for the blueberry because its so interesting and rare. It taste different from what I was imagining. Its a bit like plum sauce, goes quite well with fried pork.

And this is Corallium specialty, Chocolate fondue, and we got it for free! Thx to My Privelege Book. =D

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This is the counter of the new Bing! at Premier 101. Its Packed! Almost to the max! Not just young people, even the uncles and aunties were there. Prices are cheaper than Starbucks too, and its so much nearer to my house, XD. Again, great ambience from great furniture and interior designing. I'm always lazy to take photos, =P. This is the only one.

2008-12-24T11:50:00.002+08:00

Dear Santa, all I want for THIS christmas is a Nissan Fairlady

I'm not asking for too much right?

Merry Christmas everyone.

2008-12-16T16:31:00.003+08:00

Bells Will Ring...

Dang... the hols will be over soon... and I just started to get into the holiday mode, which is BAD... haha... Everywhere I hear christmas songs, christmas themes... tia tiok chin chiak lak a... =='' .
If it gets too much I just go blearg...

I had the most interesting dream last night, it involved lots of stairs, a lake with mountain view, sewers, a black cobra as tall as a single storey building, Courtney Cox, and i had a flashback in the dream about a creature from a previous dream, now in this dream its only a head and still alive... If i write the dream in detail, it would be a hell of an action movie, XD. I don't know why though sometimes some dreams you can remember very well but others just fade when u wake up?

Well, I'm more interested in the meaning behind these dreams... is this divinity?? Naw.....

See in this dream, I was running up the stairs with 3 other people, we were dying to get out of the underground, it was ALOT ALOT of stairs that just look the same, like when your using the stairs in a tall building. I can still remember the exhilaration, the excitement, anticipation when we were rushing up the stairs... Finally we reach the door and we open it, bright light pouring through, revealing a lake, a lake? With blue mountains rising behind the lake, it was truly like a painting.

We were barely stepping on the soft grass covered earth when one of the guys said " You know what, I can't do this... I gotta get back to the colony". "Yeah, I think we should go back" said another. I was like " What? I though we were gonna do this together?''. I couldn't understand what was holding them back, sense of regret? I was a part of the team too, but going back underground is just... Haihz... Them three were heading back to the door, one of them asked me, " what about you?''. What else could I do? They like were everything to me... Haihz... btw, I think this is when/where a small snake sneaked through door cos I didn't really close the door, which caused the downfall of the underground colony... lalala~

That was just the beginning of the story...

How peculiar that my dream can be soooooo movie-like...but is there like a hidden meaning in it? Lobster behind the rock? Subconscious woes, lol... is my mind trying to tell me something?? Am i thinking too much?

I mean, I know sometimes I choose to be alone, but it never feels good... though its sometimes better... Is it true that better things will always make you feel good? Not necessary right? So much issues going on... make me emo some more... ==

2008-12-05T12:12:00.006+08:00

ONE AWESOME BOOK BRINGS PEOPLE TOGETHER !
My Privilege Book 2008 definitely made my life much more interesting because before this, I never really been the kind of person that goes eating out with friends, but after I inherited the MPB from my sister (different story...), I was amazed to see so many interesting and jaw-dropping places exists in Kuching! Without this book, I don't think I would know about them too... Honestly speaking la, places like Oregano, Rythm of Ice and Elephant Cafe is not that easy to find, =='' . It is also due to the discounts in the book, that people like me (which is people that believe that "less money is best policy" ) would even step into awesome-looking restaurants and cafes. It is with the help of MPB that I got tons of sweet memories with my friends, because it's just GREAT to be within good ambiance, with good food and in accompany of good friends. Want some proof? I have some photos too

This is at Secret Garden in Padungan area

This is taken at Richmond Place

This is the entrance of Patio (what a nice place to take photos...)

hehe... So, kudos to MPB for colouring up my life and thats why i want the 2009 edition!!!

Lastly, I'm supposed to post a photo of myself and my expression if I were given the 2009 book, I am super embarrassed to post this photo, =='' , but then, 我豁出去了！

Kuchingbloggers.com is organizing a competition to win the book too, for further details, just click on the kuchingblogger icon on the right vertical bar ( its the pretty round icon ) Or if you guys want to pick up a copy, ...

My Privilege Book 2009 launching on 12.12.2008
The Spring ( 12-14 dec)
Crown Square ( 12-24 December)
Boulevard ( 27-29 December)

Contest Date: 28 November-8 December 2008 ( Winners Will be announced on the 10th of Dec)
Winners to pick up their book at their roadshow in Spring.

2008-12-01T11:59:00.001+08:00

The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2

Well, its not a new movie cos I always wait for the dvdrip. I watched this movie last week and I found it very meaningful because it deals with friendship and how friendship falters when everyone takes a different path to follow....

So, this movie is obviously the continuation of the first movie, but I didn't watch the first 1, though I wish I had, haha... Its about these four friends that are obviously very close, and they found a pair of jeans that miraculously fit each of them perfectly. So they made a pact to take turns wearing the jeans and courier the jeans to the next person no matter what. Isn't that amazing?

Bridget, (the blondie) is a hot soccer-playing college girl who does archeology. Lena, is Greek, art student, blur blur, (Alexis Bledel is so pretty...@@ ). Libby is the sarcastic, slightly emo, writer. Carmen is the insecure, feels neglected, thinks of everything backstage-helper, the personality is quite similar to her other character, Betty in Ugly Betty.

In this movie, their friendship begins to somehow crumble because they broke their routine of spending the summer together. Each of them having their own plans, except for Carmen who then goes to Vermont to help in a play because she didn't want to be the only one without plans, but found something else instead. All four of them had relationship issues or boy trouble, except for Bridget who kinda went on a self-discovering journey. The big reason of the breaking friendship is the lack of honestly and the failure to open up, as always... So, they don't keep in touch as much as before. In the end, .... (I'm not telling, =P )

This is definitely a recommended movie to watch because the story it carries, its something people our age can relate to very well because you know, high-valuing friendship and all losing contact and all... If people fit now, would they fit forever? Do you know them well enough? Do you trust them to know you well enough? Do you believe?

Gotta love that emotional roller coaster you get every time you watch a movie!

2008-11-26T21:51:00.003+08:00

Randoms...

The Hols so far are quite a bore, that is what I would say last week, but not now... Things are starting to look up, for better and for worse.

Monday, I reformatted my com, thanks to the help of Cecilia (is gud practice...=P) due to a reckless and rash decision of mine... I grieve for what was lost... T.T Ah well, its not like I'm gonna use this com forever or anything, if everything goes well, as in if I see exactly what I want at the ICT fair first weekend of Dec, I'm getting a laptop. @@

So Isabel and the rest are back in town, ^.^ . Can't wait to meet up, but what I don't get is why not any sooner.... Winter is upon us, who says Msia doesn't have four seasons? We get summer too, around July and August, its just that our winter is in liquid form, if you know what I mean. Haha..

I also found a RPG game called knuckles, which uses Knuckles from Sonic the Hedgehog, but its a game that teaches Japanese writing. You battle by identifying Katakana and Hiragana characters. Man, they are confusing... == .

Once more I dwell in the world of Grandchase, =P . Since I rolled back from SP3 to SP2, why not? ( Grandchase does not work with SP3) . However, I lost my DOTA!! T.T Sien, who can copy for me??

This is my art corner, actually its just a cell in my shelf, so much memories...haha, can you identify everything in it? haha, =)

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So... I have a ''piece'' I want to share, it was written roughly around May or April 2007, when I felt lost and unguided. I thought it would serve as a decent prologue if I were to write a semi-fictional story when I'm in the mood... Your opinions matter, haha......though some people might remember it because I shown it to some last year... and now it reappears...

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I am walking in the darkness, towards the light, but that light is nothing compared to the lights of heaven. As I am walking, I couldn't care less about how I looked, but I know... deep inside...I know... Half way towards the light, the light shone upon a mirror in the darkness, revealing my reflection, making me realise... I am hideous, as ugly as I recall, perhaps even worse. I no longer pace in the darkness, repeating glances at the mirror and the light. Just standing there, I am reminded of what would happen when i bathe in the light... I would burn under the light, spreading darkness as I burn, finally consuming the light that was waiting for me. I knew the light would die, i knew it from the start... I never really intended to walk towards the light but i am already half way. Knowing the ill-fated future that resides, what should I do?

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This is post #85, sheer randomness... Next up is a movie review.

2008-11-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

Post Exam = HOliday!

*Sigh* The holidays just started. The exam finished last week. Weird. I have no idea why but the report cards only arrive next year, which is LATE, this has never ever happened before, but not like I have any problems with dat, =)

Day after the exams finish, the papers start to come back, talk about efficiency people!
Physics...Chemistry...Math... ==

My marks dropped for Physic. I foresaw this outcome the instant I set my eyes on the paper 2 question 1. ''Define center of mass'' ... as my lou ye would say, 看到吐血！I would prefer white foam, but still unpleasant nonetheless. Sien, quite a number of the questions came out from the exercise book he asked us to buy, which I paid NO attention to... ''lalala~....''

Maths 1 was quite sad, careless here and there, forgot snippets of equations and its so so fussy about the steps! But still managed to scrape and A...

Maths 2, initially I was totally confident about this paper, but... turned out I wasn't so good.
Sikening... but I knew all the tools of the trade, which is comforting to know and even invented a new theorem which I am unable to prove but is correct! =P

They're both equally matched...

Chemistry... its a total bitch. Enough said. @@

Hence came the holidays, I still remember the days... I would be cramming Sej. notes rite about now... *sob sob* Somehow I think their SPM timetable is the same as last year's. BM and sej, ENg and sej. again...

So what about the holidays? I'm waiting for people to come home and I'm gonna minggle o.O , and I'm gonna read, I'm gonna play badminton, and I'm going to have fun. Viva la vida! lol

The year is ending, good riddance.

2008-11-04T18:15:00.004+08:00

Finally some new post...haha

Ahhhhhhhh...... as some of you might have noticed, a new post have been absent for quite a long time, exams ma... so din bother to update lo... =P

Well, in this recent exam, studying for it was lighter then usual I would say,... ( and I payed for it later... T.T ) Since its form6, so din bother that much lo, sikening mind-set rite??

Before the exam, did some stuff that I glad I did, even if it cost me, cos there's some things that just........ yes, I have kinda fallen... @@

Look at em pictures! So at that Saturday, the one before the exam, my sister decided to make those jelly thingys that has fruit in it, I know it has a bombastic name, but I just cant remember it...

So here's a picture, looks nice...tastes nice... they actually add orange flavour to the jelly now, other than the plain transparent one. Without giving it much thought, I ended up making em with my sister, AND after that, I played freakin Majong for the whole afternoon!! Though I really sud be studying, instead I made life history! hahaha... cuz I worked up some crazy crazy OWNING sets during that game, 3 times!! It was something like 草一色对对胡再加三台 which earned me alot of money ^^, but we bet small small nia, so still not alot. tsk tsk tsk, I guess that day, I was thinking something like " screw it man, I gonna run tomorrow!"

And then came the following day, it was an unusually early sunday... >> Woke up at 5 am. Being a form6 student, being a VAD member, being the only form in school that haven't started the exam yet, lots of us went... Dunno what I'm talking about? hehehe, its actually the annual red cresent charity jogathon. Us members had to collect money and those who reached rm30 could enter the race. After we handed in the funds, then they tell us, "just bring all your members lah" SWEAT la.... but I have to admit thats great for getting in high funding and more publisity for your event...

Wa, I actually have alot to talk about, like when we handed in the funds... it was Wednesday morning, on a school day... lets just say alot of sio_bee was involved... hahaz, =P sikening Form6 student(s)...just to keep it short.

The day of the event

Wa, people are starting to run! I was just simply snapping a picture, but then I got this group of girls running while holding hands and they all got backpacks on! Peculiar! @@ doncha think?

I not much of a runner, cos I'm HEAVY. I think I'm in the middle cos as I went, no one was in front of me and no one was behind me... so lonely >< .

Another pit-stop. If you miss Kuching you can reminisce with this picture! hahahaha... =P

They had lucky draws during the pit-stops and after 3 pit-stops, I got a pack of batteries... useful...

The only winner from GRSS, in the secondary school women's category. Look at that smile ==''

After that I asked her: " You won how many times liaw?"
REply: " Three"
Me: "......"

Check out the ang-mo girl...@@ A bunch of ang-mos went to the event too! Old ones...grown-up ones...and teenage ones... like the one in the yellow singlet. Man, do they run fast... =='' All of em finished early....

And that is what happened before my final exam of 2008, which is worth bringing up.

I am living life differently...

Next post, I'm gonna talk about the exams, NOOOOOOOOOOOOO..........

2008-10-11T18:22:00.006+08:00

A Birthday Entry- Michelle Tan *hsssssssssss* =P

Those people around her did practically nothing to plan her birthday, hahahahahahaha... can you believe it?

It started with a chat, then it got big, bigger and better! lol...

This time we really went into detail wor... don play play, haha... although there were a few complications along the way, I think we came through, XD.

First, the V&V went to pick a birthday present, we walked the whole complex, but we ended up picking the first one we looked at, swt leh... but it was an opportunity to go into the shops that I would never go into...

Then there was the cake, it took quite a while to decide on the cake, =P . It took longer to actually MAKE the cake, it wasn't so bad..... matter a fact I think it went very well for a first-timer, it actually looked and tasted like a real cheese cake! haha.

The base is ready! We put too much butter...=P

The filling in process...

early in the oven...

Almost ready

Just checking in... *note the time...

The end product

They always take the pictures 1st, haha...

Then there was the birthday song, it was very very different this time, the first time for all of us, haha... well, there were some small mistakes here n dere? It was in korean! haha, my idea, XDXD... Jenny recorded the singing, remember to post ya? haha...

The food was very interesting at Bella Italia, it was small but it was fully packed. Did I mention that it was opened by real Italians? Cheesy meal... but all was well, =)

Happy 18th Birthday to Michelle

2008-10-05T13:07:00.002+08:00

Ma holidays are over... I think I accomplished my goals but the unwritten ones are not done yet, the stupid book still isn't out yet though I did finish the summary of the book on wiki, which was quite a stupid stupid mistake... =='' The agony....@@

Chemy and Physy was awful, AWFUL!! Waves are very confusing and so is chromatography. Who would believe that there is so much equations involved with waves?? Wait till the teacher gets to those parts... T.T *shivers*

Lately I've been playing more badminton than usual, I actually think I'm better than I used to be, hahaha... and I finally found out where's the Stapok court! yay~ =='' and its pretty close to some friends' house. Oh ya, I have a question in mind, who else's phone cant spell badminton? =='' .

Its official... my stock of movies are beginning to run out... T.T I only have 2 left... sien... stupid streamyx... This holiday alone, I finished sex and the city and what happened in vegas, and it got me thinking, sex scenes are very common in movies nowadays... I think its very funny that kennysia said he cried watching sex and the city movie, hahaha, but I can understand why the movie is tear-indusive, but I'm not gonna go into that though. Apart from the jaw-dropping, fancy and not to mention, AWESOME wedding gowns scene, (Sarah Jessica Parker really really looked like a super model...@@) there's always the hilarious and ''dirty'' dialogues. That is my favourite thing bout the show, humour.

Though running low on movies, series are coming in handy... I am forced to add Ugly Betty and Pushing Daisies to my list. *Note the forced, which is very very inappropriate, =P . My bro said I wouldn't die not watching em... but those are my sole source of entertainment, mind you... =P.

How is this life gonna out this time? I've been hurt so hard that I feel invincible because I think nothing is going to feel so hurtful again... I learnt that from tv, which i wholeheartedly acknowledge.

2008-09-29T00:15:00.002+08:00

The Fall

What ''Fall'' ? Being the third quarter of the year, ALOT indeed is happening.

The 2008 winter collection is out! =='' Wha??

Then there's all these shows coming out... hate that the shows are all coming out at once! With this downloading speed, its just sooo hard to keep up... dang, I made a list in class about the shows I want to download, and it came to about 2 gig, PER WEEK man...@@

Heroes
House
Bones
Chuck
Ugly Betty
Grey's Anatomy

And its just the English dramas! There's still the anime... Although quite a number of em are finishing, but I bet there's some more coming out in October...

The electricity bill definitely gonna shoot up this month... well, at least some money is coming... heehee... lots of stuff needs buying... now, I'm still waiting for a book >< ... hopefully it will come this one week holiday...

Life is not so bad so far... my goal for this holiday is to go through all the to-be-taught chapters! for Physics and Chemistry only, haha... The final exam is coming in quite late, late late October...

GOGOGO!!! so enthusiastic? just had coffee mixed with tea... sleeping very very early...

2008-09-21T16:53:00.003+08:00

Gah!!!!!! I'm so pissed!!!! Sikening streamyx dunno why suddenly the bt download speed drop so so drastically!!! GRRRRR........... WTF is wrong??!?!?!?!

How am I gonna go through the week downloading at pathetic speed arnd 5kpbs for 1 gig worth of videos??? AHHHHHH!!!! NOT WATCHING IS NOT AN OPTION!!! *breaths fire* Heroes...Chuck... Bones and House... haihz... not to mention the Taiwan's and the animes....

*sigh* Things can get so bored after you run out of homework.... I wanna go out... :p

I guess I'll have to live on dota and movies... T.T and the movies might last long enough if this keeps up.... T.T Bwuahhhhh....gimme my speed bck..... bwuahhhhhhh.........

This is not the first time ppl go pms over streamyx, sikening streamyx... >.>

* this isn't much of a post, just wanted to unleash crap.

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currently watching made of honor and forgetting sarah marshall simultaneously... that's weird... ==''

2008-09-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, if I was a government sponsored student, I wouldn't be allowed to do this

Calling him a son of a bitch is just an understatement

Just fire his wrinkling green-mossed ass la, it doesn't even know it's perlembagaan, and it's the FREAKIN district leader. 3 years is just not enough... insignificant fool...

Very lazy to write an essay bout my logic/philosophy thingy, but I want to point out that I do admire a certain Kch blogger's photoshopping skills and his knack of putting humour into things, hope he doesn't get caught by the ISA, you can go to his blog to see more, haha...

2008-09-10T13:39:00.001+08:00

Wake me up when September ends...

Its official, the last quarter of the year is upon us, its about time... =='' . What a dreadful year it has been for me...

But then, enough for the unpleasantries , September has quite a lot to offer !! All the shows are coming back this month!! Heroes...Bones... Chuck... >.< Awesome!!!

And the VAD finally had our agm after delays and delays for somewhat over 2 months, sikening... the ceremony went haywire...

Lol, bit proud of myself cos I could fit into it , XD

Then on Sunday my mom and I ending up in Spring just to find a decent atm, lol... shame we didn't visit the mooncake stalls, but we did see the cat show after i ended up buying a bluetooth dongle which will be very USELESS when i get my laptop, ==;; . Ah wellz, just can't live without updating my phone, it felt very urgent at the time... XD.

This is the examiner for the best cat thingy competition

I just LOVE this Color! Too bad I can't tell what to call it, brown? green? blearg...complex colours...==''

If I was a cat, this would be me, Lol, XD

I swear they had the same expressions, if not I wouldn't have botheredto take their photo.

This is what i call overwhelming cuteness... ><
OMG, its so CUTE!!!

This is the BIGGEST one there.

I still didn't get what I wanted to buy there... maybe during the Christmas or CNY sales...

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2008-09-06T12:13:00.002+08:00

Lame Joke Registered

It was a nice day, after a rainy night, the cool breeze in the morning brew a good mood in everyone... Even the teachers seem more humourous... L6s2 which is my class, was having Matematik Teknikal 1, which is commonly mistaken for Matematik Tambahan 1, but sudn't be and we were dealing with sequences. Hence came the AP, GP as you know...

Lysia : What is GP
Ivanna : General Practitioner.
Lysia : Then what is GS le?
Jaws : General Sickener

*All laughs very hard

Jaws : OMG, we created a lame joke ar....@@ ( all still laughing)
Jaws : Like Mr Ang, his title would be G.S Ang from now onwards.
Lysia : Like that GP and GS should work together.
Jaws : To earn more money ar?

*Then all pays attention to the teacher saying that the ratio R can never be 1 or -1 , and writes out the sequence on the board. ( 2,2,2,2,2,2,...) & (2,-2,-2,2,-2,2).

*Whole class laughs

Jaws : You (Lysia) no need laugh until like that la
Lysia : I'm still laughing about the General Sickener.

Basically, its something that plays around with the initials of Geometric progression and Geometric Sequence.
Lame Joke is registered! XD

2008-08-30T13:48:00.003+08:00

Bugger...

Well, I got all my papers back from the teacher... the marks looked ....very unbalanced... PA was hell man... =='' Redundant subject =P, though it came from someone who did badly for it, hehe... Who to blame? The teacher? The school? The subject? The education department? The education system? The stupid government that came up with the stupid education system? Not like its my fault rite?? LOL, funny, =P. I guess... its hard to get used to the ridiculous rules of PA subjectives, that is somewhat meaningless to me, cos I don bother to analyse those rules. Colour pencils...haihz, makes me feel so much like a primary school student again...sikening...

Chemistry DID came back as I had expected, PASS!! NIA... try to imagine getting 1 mark out of 15 for an essay question... sien, din have enough time to study, spent approximately 3 days with a dysfunctional computer, =='' one week before the exam!! . Determined to do better next time...Chemistry isn't that hard, although the syllabus covers almost everything, the questions that come out doesn't have many variations, so if u can remember your exercises, then your gonna be fine...

Then there's the Physics and Math... frankly I'm a bit dissapointed with Physics and Maths 2, but mostly Maths 2...ah wellz... at least I passed everything...

The National Day is tomorrow! How to celebrate? The government is slowly falling apart, hehe... its about time, its natural for a government to change, its just a matter of time. Remember the Liberal and Conservative party in Britain that we learned in Sejarah?

Love the country not the government, XD

Happy Merdeka!

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Check out Pink's new music video! Its very funny and the song is quite awesome!

2008-08-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

Wookay, another quick review, the second half of the holidays did slow down abit but it was just what I needed to catch up on my anime and movies and the most important of all, SLEEP... @@

Too bad that I still had to wake up early everyday, =='' Saturday was definitely interesting, just hate that I had to wake up soooo early in the morning, and I had to drive with lights on in the morning, thats really saying something for me... Reached school around 6.30 and I got myself free shirt, sweet , saw teams from various schools like St.Jo, Paku, Kch High coming to compete in the foot drill competition organised by the Form4 babies, =P .

The interesting part was that it started to rain heavily in/at midst of the competition, rendering the drill teams and the organising committee ''tactless'', well, it wasn't THAT serious, haha... we moved the teams into the hall, but the men in uniform did the drill in the rain...@@ It was what the Form4 babies called a manly thing to do... but I moved passed that to look at black leather shoes, LOL, I mean I saw some remarkable shoes that looked sooooooo thin!! OMG... how can those guys wear them... I mean, they did look nice/cool, it makes the feet look thin, looks painful, but they weren't showing it though... and somehow, the commandant of the Kch High men's full uni team struck a peculiar resemblance to a former classmate of mine...

Sunday was my pay day, enough said, XD $$$

Monday, some papers came in, PA sux.... big time =='' . It was a wise decision to go for tuition... hehe...

2008-08-20T21:19:00.003+08:00

Mid-Hol Revisited

Ok, almost half of the holidays are gone and I kinda lived up to it, hehe... halfway anyways, I've done quite a lot actually, not really that much still.

What did I do...first I finished the graphs as they are homework ( 1 month's work), it was nice but sharpening the colour pencils gave me a really really hard time... and then came Monday, woke up late which is what makes me so happy on holidays... but then it means that the tuition in the noon came early as well... that night I went to the Kch Fest with Cecilia and SamC, who met up with Catherine and SW. It was quite late for dinner...but since its the holidays...who cares.... As all Mondays, the crowd was less, and the was just after the rain, so it was quite easy to find tables. That nite I got satiated... as in I got to eat everything I wanted to eat and much more, haha... could be said that I had the best Char Kueh that night, ^.^ . Too bad we couldn't play with the cars on show because after we finished eating, it was pretty late... the Garden Show was awesome this year! Can say that its the best I've seen all these years I've stepped on Kuching soil... too bad I was lazy to take pictures there, =P. I guess you have to be there to see it, hehe... The day ended around 2 a.m.

Satan sighted @ Kch Fest!

Tuesday, I woke up early...@@, VAD had this ERC course in school, the whole day ar... its about the education on Red Cross/ Red Cresent, and we have to take this exam in September to get the KK marks >.< . It was kinda fun, our instructor had some funny quotes like ''Sembayanglah sebelum anda disembayangkan'' and many other funny funny stuff bout war. It was pretty obvious he was a teacher because he had this high amplitude voice which is pretty amazing if u ask me... but those L6S1 XX bitches are really 38, keep talking and talking, siasoi our skool onli... too bad our taukenio din come, why ho?

Our instructor, Mr Tee funny how the surname sounds so farmiliar...

Wednesday, which is today was what I would call a full day, as had by most of the people I know, wadever it may be >.> . In the morning I sent my Dad to the airport, going to Perak. Then, had my IC made. I thought it would take like hours, but in the end it actually took like 10 to 15 minutes, which leaves me with plenty of time to go to Saberkas to get a new mouse to solve the funny/ weird problem my CPU is having... Wait, that was just the morning, haha... I changed into my school uniform and went to school. Ning ning with the ELC organised a trip to the Borneo Post and she asked me to go cause they had space, so I said yes cause I wanted this holiday to be filled...@@ I did not believe that their office or headquaters is beside Crown Square! It was educational yet a bit interesting... but I would still prefer to go to the printing factory someday though... All of us got souveniors too, which was todays Borneo Post newspaper! haha...

The front doorThe reporting section, actually I was aiming for the Apple Monitor, XD

and then at night, went to Pizza Junction for pizza. It has been sooo long since I had pizza... Even so, after a time there, I can say that I'm not going back there, :p . Those who said the pizza there is good does not know what they are talking about... Yes, they're cheap, but its not without reason... it could be passed off as home-made pizza with no problem... and after that, I went blogging and I got to the end, which is here... XD

2008-08-17T21:44:00.002+08:00

KISS GOLD GOODBYE~~~

I wanna be the first blogger to post about LCW's dismay, his defeat, his honourable victory to obtain SILVER!! According to NTV7 news poll, 97% of Malaysians out there think/thought that LCW gonna bring back the gold tonight. Well, 97% that voted, that is...

Can't really blame him though... all that stress, I can't even begin to imagine what he must be going through. From the beginning, its already very obvious he was a hell of a nervous wreck. Well, wearing two rings and two pendants I guess DID aid him in his silver victory. However he can be happy to be the first one to bring a medal home? Silver looks much nicer than gold anyway, hehe... I couldn't believe my mom when she told me Malaysia never had a medal in the Olympics before, I always thought that some guy on the track or past Badminton heroes got some already... Ah wellz... at least he's not the one who threw his shoes and racket and his nation flag into the crowd, I'd pretend that guy is not from my country... =='' XD

I wonder if he'd feel ashamed to return to Msia, is it that serious?

Ye know, I came across some athletes from China that have some funny names... from the English pronunciation is Yang Wei which is the Gold Medalist in the Male-Single-Gymnastic decathlon thingy , but in Chinese it could mean 阳萎, which is definitely bad...especially for him...
and there's the 林丹/零蛋 too...

That's a wrap~, one is better than none...

2008-08-15T23:16:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK!!!!

Sob, sob... It has been too long... no words can express how I feel... Is it that serious? To my readers out there, my computer crashed early last week, reducing me to television and books... I tried to fix it, but it turns out that the problem was hardware, not software-wise...

Guys, do NOT simply mix and match ram...it might just cause chaos status on your computer... I had to learn it the hard way... T.T Now with lost emoticons and 2 gig worth of contemporary music, I'm half-heart-broken...

Buuuttt.... some good came with the tragedy, actually studied with no distractions (other than television) but the Almighty TV sometimes just ain't good enough... even when you have Astro (Sports) during Olympics season, Parabola and local, there are just times that you just want to scream out of boredom...

So many things to blog about... The Awesome Gala Seni Greenian, almost made me say glad to be in Kuching, The Kch Fest... The Olympics... I saw quite a few History-in-the-making moments... Our FORM 6 examination! OMG...the Chemistry a...Maths a... will rant later when I get my pitiful number. The end... Fast ho? Blogging... economy-fast-food style...lol

So, the Hols is around the corner, saw few fragments that people who flown the coop flew back? XD o.0 I foresee a somewhat hectic week, 4 graphs, Full Tuesday, Movie Wednesday (Unconfirmed) Full Friday... but must pick a day go Kch Fest, haha...

Now, still have a lot of things to install...and watch, and backup... @@ X.X

2008-07-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

O.o 18?? o.O ?

Dear Parents of Blog God,

I have turned 18 today, my parents kinda forgot... yet it still was quite the happy day~ . Went to school, greeted Happy Birthday by Jenny Wong, was surprised she knows, but then after few hours, remembered, Oh ya!! Its HER BIRTHDAY TOO!!! (Slownya....) too late a... if I remembered, I wud've said, 我们终于等到今天了！！*sob sob ). Then, Gwegowee too... which kinda confirms that the whole class knows... However since yesterday, I did hear some noises about money... cheese cake... Then today, Ing Liu asked Cecilia directly in front of me, '' Did you bring the lighter? Like that how we light the candles??'' I was like ''......'' in the form of facial expression. Then when the cake really came, I was really SURPRISED! *wink* . I didn't know how to act, considering it was like my 2nd birthday cake to date. But, I'm really really grateful for these classmates. *sob sob* very touchet, haha...

It was a full day ,fully packed day, really had fun...>> two thumbs up.

No, no presents..., might get the stuff someday... not in hurry... *insert dry laugh*

2008-07-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

Endeavours de Culinaria ==''

The tools

the ingredients ... imagine your own banana, lol

The batter...good kill-time activity when watching tv. In my case, Supernatural...

Final product - Banana Pancake! I didn't have enough banana, so the taste wasn't so great. Plus, it was my first time making pancakes! From scratch I mean... If you wanted to know how it tasted like, you can ask Cecilia . =P

Next, have you ever had leftover rice and don't know what you can do with it? I think I invented a recipe that deals with leftover rice, other than the usual fried rice. I call it 烘米蛋. Which means baked egg rice. You just crack eggs into the rice in your mould and stir it until its even, then you can add some seasonings if you want. Then, just put it in the microwave oven for 3 minutes or so and there you go. Its quite easy to get out because eggs kinda shrink when it becomes solid (Protein Voodoo?). When you cut it, you can see many many white-semi transparent dots amongst the yellow, which is the rice, obviously. I serve it with mayonnaise and chili/tomato sauce at the side. Its up to you want to put on it...hehe...

Here's a picture...

Last but not least, Seafood Udon!! @@
Well, not really seafood, just fish balls and prawns... I saw those packets at Tai Kiong once and I just had to try to make some... So bought one a few days later at Baulevard, lol. It was an enormously big bowl... seriously gonna need to go on diet... The home-made fish balls very awesome! I added some fan-mushrooms too...

Kena shadowed a bit, very lazy to edit =P This will have to do...

I'm proud to say I didn't cook a single packet of instant noodles for five days home alone. =D

2008-07-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

Guess what,

I am still going to go with my birthday wishlist! =P

What could a guy want for his 18th birthday? A guy has his typical needs...XD

As according to preference

Half a million
Rav4 coupe
Suzuki Swift
Viva, o.O
Smart coupe
RM9999
Dell XPS M1530
Digital Camera
New Casio Digital Watch
Nike Shoes
Adidas Shoes
Big big Pencil Box
Thick-thick Physics Book
Photo Album
Furniture, LOL

XDXDXD 死要脸... XDXDXD

Coming up, Culinary Adventures! Lol... =P

2008-07-20T13:10:00.003+08:00

A ONE

*All by myself~~~.....don wanna be, all by myself....~~~ * , just a little snippet from a song. Funny how such a good song only came to my attention/ears when I watched American Idol season 7. =P

I'm sure most of you heard it before la, its from Celine Dion and I heard there was a version from some guy also but I dunno whats the name. Even Leona Lewis did this song in the final of X-factor which is the British equivalent of American Idol, that song probably could be the one that won her the title! You can go to Youtube to see it for yourself, hehe...

Why so suddenly bring such a song up? Could it be the fact that I just sent my parents to the airport? That I'm gonna be alone again for 5 days? *All by myself~~~.....don wanna be, all by myself....~~~ *

Ah wellz... at least I get the Myvi cause moving 3 cars just to get one of em out is just not worth the time...XD and hence begins Jaws's culinary endeavours, lol. I can see it now... Seafood Udon... STEAK @@... Banana Splits... Oatmeal... bread...Choco milk... Plus, I have a lot of reading to do... T.T

Party anyone? XD

Life is still like ''that''.....

Oh yea, did I mention I'm staying for Form6?

I probably gonna get a hell lot of ''zzzz....'' and =='' from people. Jai Hock had to laugh at that fact, like how I would laugh at it too... o.O

Its kinda hard to explain... but the complexity of it just revolves around a simple fact. =(
Now, I just wanna describe myself in just one single word.

废...

2008-07-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

Wud'ja Lukkat Dat...

This makes me feel better about the crap I'm driving... =P. Its deserted though...

2008-07-10T21:49:00.002+08:00

六月初八

See this Chemistry teacher wanted to give this Hellboy 2 movie ticket to this most well-behaved in class. This class took a vote and this teacher count. This teacher gave it to this tall-tall girl, but this girl gave it to me, cos this girl got tuition? cos TEAH!! got tuition? =P
This teacher even giving this Chemistry test the next day... Ain't this ironic? Or I dunno whats the meaning of irony?? Is THIS IRONY???

This I did take, this I did watch, this I suffered quite a pinch of embarrassment. Movie was great...but reoccurring technical difficulties during the movie almost seem like the Star Cineplex ppl intended it to happen... o.0 Won't go into the details of the movie, being it the first day and all... seems like there were no cut out scenes, cos the movie was pretty complete if u ask me...

Alot of recognizables were there, making the hall was quite noisy..., I think they were not embarrassed to makes noises cos most of them know each other...

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Is is not my birthday? Well... lunar calendar says it is... hehe...

U noe the Chinese has a custom saying that you can't give some1 a clock on their birthday? What happens if you buy it yourself? Thats 买钟 not 送钟 rite? What if you think of it as giving it to yourself? Weird....

Been thinking quite a while to post a birthday wishlist for my 18th birthday, hmm... would that be very 死要脸？Ye think?

2008-07-02T21:54:00.004+08:00

Hehe... just kinda ran out of ideas. At least you get to know me better lo... =p

Rules and Regulations:
1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
2.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Quiz:
1) If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
- Find out if the love is still there.

2) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Wealth!!! Cos already got frens =)

3) Are u sleepy now?
- NO, waiting for My Name Is Earl, LOL

4) Are u confused with what lies ahead of you?
- Definitely.

5) What's your ideal lover like?
- Fills me with sweetness and warmth.

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- No idea, TBA.

7) What is the one thing that pisses you off about the opposite sex?
- Driving skills, XDXD.

8) Do you live to eat? or eat to live? (stupid question by me..)
-LIVE TO EAT!!.

9) Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
- You have no idea....@@ (Please refer to previous posts)

10) What is your favourite fairytale of all time and why?
- Shrek! Humour...sweetness and action, I think it doesn't get any better than that.

ME not tagging anyone. =)

2008-06-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

*Blink blink*

Tick-tick tock playing on symphony organ,
Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

Story unfolds in webbed toes,
This little Katak went to Zealand,
This little Katak left to Start,
This little Katak came back from Miri,
This little Katak is feeling numb.

By the wall they gathered,
By the wall they dwelled,
Croak croak croak~
Rain rain rain~
Katak by katak,
They jumped out the window,
Look for a lake and a colourful rainbow...

Oh? One little Katak alone by the wall,
Katak cannot croak,
Katak lost his voice...
When will this Katak jump out the window?

wait, what's this?

Goobye...future doctor ==''

2008-06-21T21:10:00.002+08:00

To School for not School on Saturday?

It has been an interesting Saturday considering the fact that its the first time I had gone to school on Saturday for extra-curricular purposes...@@

I thought that school would be a busy place on a Saturday, but I guess it was just okay lo... Did something I've never done before, which is kinda like the reason I went to VAD. Yeas, VAD! Imagine me, assisting the healing process of another, not what I've expected, but thats the point, hehe...

The first meeting was... just moderate, but it could do, being as it is fun and all... some kind of fun. I guess that's how club meetings are like? Even after 5 years, I've never been to a club meeting that has a full package like that, but it all comes down to the first aid lessons starting next week, which I might not attend, =P.

Experienced something immensely funny, I was reversing my car in school while the the PBSM little kids were marching right into my behind, lol... The little girls on the front row was laughing, I was laughing even more cos they were chanting the kiri...kiri...kiri kanan kiri... when I was reversing into their direction, =P. Could not stop imagining human bowling pins...XD

*Sleeping... its becoming more and more important... its like you use it during the weekdays and you have to get the hours back on the weekends, == .

2008-06-16T21:57:00.002+08:00

POST Overdue? - Estranged...

*sigh... I guess time doesn't heal, the unwanted past, the overlaying dust... There shall be no end to this... Everything changes, and I quote '' Everything is changing, but that doesn't mean it hasn't always been''. Nothing will ever be the same again, thats what makes those memories worth so much. I'm sorry to say reality is painful, even for the say-their-blessed ones...

I... I? This grudge is forever, but I think I have strayed far enough away from the depths, but still close enough just to be safe... I can hold a grudge longer than a woman, lol... Even if I laugh, I still have an in-use-heart-shaped pin cushion next to my lungs.

Now better than depression? Ever-changing emotions like our beloved streamyx connection...= =''

Saaate... to Form6. Its not bad, depressing, but your too busy to be depressed. Chem teacher got serious pronunciation n grammar issues... Maths1 teacher talks softer than Siao Fen... Maths2 is great so far... Physics teacher enthusiastic but lacks direction, somehow looks like he's acting smart but memang good in physics... Muet-Patricia good but lacks the ability to understand student's context in speech. Muet-Martin has local Malay-Eng accent as thick as Milo-O Kao, yet to see English awesomeness. PA teacher good sense of direction (while teaching), significant resemblance to Edna Mode in the Disney movie '' The Incredibles''. XD

Its great that its hard and keeps me busy, and Maths classes have been a great self-esteem booster, if you know what I mean, XDXD. Now for wuliaw complaints, table too low, parking a hustle, sickening weather, sickening car. (just to keep it short, =p)

*Note, so sat the Maong students, they turn off the fan and lights whenever we go lab, brings out respect in me towards em... Not like that sickening girl that sits besides the switches...>.>

Had an awakening >>> Even though you got JPA scholarship, you are still scum and worthless in my eyes. Yeas, I look down on some people...
Not such a good awakening, but still makes me feel better... XD + =P

2008-06-13T03:11:00.003+08:00

The Island Of Labuan Has Claimed Another

KUCHING-13 On this day, Friday, 13th June 2008, the island of Labuan has claimed another youth (Waseh...this newsletter so sat, reporting today's incident in today's newsletter). Originating from Kuching, Sarawak, this youth was both the tennis player and Straight-A student in the SPM (Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia) . Prior to his departure towards Labuan, our reporters received comments from him such as '' See first lo...'', '' Just go nia lo...'' and ''...will study hard...''. Due to the lack of note jolting, these comments were solely based on the blur blur memory of our reporters on duty. Consequently, our reporters interviewed one of his friends since Primary 1, Jaws VK who said '' This guy... he was the first person I talked to on my first day in Primary 1, I can still remember vividly that moment as I looked at the duty rooster early in the morning where no one else was there... I asked him if he was ''Chong Jia Hua'' because those three words were the only Chinese characters I could read out completely among other names other than myself's under Monday. Surprisingly, he was, and I told him he had to sweep the floor and he swept the entire classroom by himself.'' Jaws told the reporters as he was reminiscing with a slight grin on his face. Jaws chuckled a little bit when he told the reporters that he later realised that he was also on duty on Monday after the form teacher taught the class how to read the duty rooster ''kinda paiseh I made him sweep the whole classroom on the first day of school, hehe...'' he added. Jaws said that that was just the beginning of all the memories they had together (friendship). Among other things, this youth is remembered by that persona, that smile... and that secret fetish towards rough cement poles, leaving behind a warning sign about ''wet cement'' (XDXD). As of hopes, wish this youth would do so well in Matriculation, thus doing his friends and family proud (hehe_promoting Digi some more...lol...).

你...记得要好好！

Disclaimer- this was actually made on Thursday night, LOLWTFBBQ, =p

2008-06-05T01:49:00.003+08:00

Haihz... grrr... aaaarrrrhhhh.... this is my 4th depression! I can't believe this! This is soooooo not what I wanted, and 2008 looked so heng >.> just ''looked''.

Ngaitih, if I knew this is what I'd get, I should've just enjoyed myself more about life... Past sacrifices ARE SOOOOO FUCKING NOT WORTH THIS... #$@%#$@%$#@

Well, at least I heard people saying '' You should get it leh...'' and asked if I got it, somehow that makes me feel better la... XD. I stand tall when I say I was hardworking and I stand tall when I say I deserve it. Guess I screwed up the interview, ei? Isabel? Yes, there's one guy who is most deserving and did get it, one heng enough to get it,haha. I'm happy for em both, seriously, but there's also someone who I think should get it more than anyone I know, she really really deserves it...but she didn't get it... =( . If the government sees vet science as one of the critical sections, why only send 14 of em out??

Some people have fucking rich-assed parents that actually (had the money in the first place) and worked hard enough to get education and worked all the way up to save funding for offspring's education, enough for overseas some more! Some even when there's no point! Who's gonna ask you '' Where did you do you A-levels? Locally?'' =='' I disapprove of overseas Pre-U, just no point...waste of money... =P

Other parents just fail to think that far... they feel they deserve a life too, as miniature as they can get, studying hard and working their asses off all their life for their children just ent worth it. =='' Some parents live for their children, some just live for themselves... No matter how, all of both never works out perfectly... Parents like to say '' You study for yourself! You think you study for us, your parents arh har??'' Thats why some parents study for themselves, not for their children... Huh? Its that hard to look into the future? What about the future generation? I heed all, spread thee... No more saying of this studying for yourself crap! You study for the future and the people you appreciate in it! This doesn't only apply to your children la...

Hey you pathetic whiner! Stop freakin whine about what you don't/can't have and start thinking about what you have, you fuckin idiot!

== , Fine...>.> Okay, I ask myself, what do I love about my life? Errr... Internet and those dvdrip movies and even anime! Lol, thats all? Yea...== . WTF, that's so pathetic! Those things mean so little to ''LIFE''! Your depression levels can easily overcome those leh... Yealo...how? Got any others?? I don't think so... I cannot find motivation, no drive...nothing... and Italic goes ...

You know ar, this ''peculiar'' thing happened to me when I was lining up at the Shell station, fuel price rising tomorrow and all... I was alone in the car and I yelled ''Arrr!!! I WANT JPA SCHOLARSHIP!!! Y I DIN GET THE JPA SCHOLARSHIP!!!'' and right after I said that, Hitz.fm played ''Keep Holding On'' by Avril Lavigne, that theme song from Eragon. THAT SONG...those very lyrics that contradict everything I am, everything I feel in this situation... and at that moment I felt like an onion emoticon saying ''...'', which is my /... . It was like music was trying to say something to me... I even found a link to the lyrics if you don't know the song, lol
http://www.metrolyrics.com/keep-holding-on-lyrics-avril-lavigne.html

It wasn't the first time that happened, the first time i remembered was in 2005, the day the PMR results came out, the moment I made a death pact with myself, TVBS-G showed this music video from Nicholas Tze singing a Chinese song, something about bear your wounds, there will still be sun tomorrow... that music, those lyrics really spoke to me, but that day was quite the happy day... This time it happened on my 4th depression. ( feeling like an onion saying ''...'' here too...)

So... what now? You know, people like to remind me this ''Its not the end of the world!'' I know it isn't, but I still wish it would be... well, for me only cos I wouldn't want to jeopardize those who's new lives are just about to begin... Other than that, I can still think of something like '' Stop thinking about it la! Put it all behind you already!'' Yea, yea... but trying to forgetting it all, somewhat seems irresponsible...*raises left eyebrow*. Some people ''love'' form 6, I do not, seriously do not, there's nothing there that I want, nothing there I would want to want... Oi, what's so wrong about form6?? I could make an essay bout that...

What can I do? Ofcos I can make myself stop feeling sad, but there's just no drive to make me do it... unless someone decides to send me overseas, loL =( Sounds like I want to be sad? Ofcos I wanna be happy, but I don't think I deserve to be ...not like this... Death seems favourable, @@. Don't be surprised if I cease to physically exist in the near future...

Its 4 in the morning, feel so sad I cannot sleep...
Gosh, I really wanted it very badly...
Plus, I think I broke my longest word post record...

2008-06-04T17:59:00.001+08:00

==''

Life has just hit a new low.

Slump in deep shit. >.>

2008-05-28T20:00:00.000+08:00

Of Money, Of >.>

Money has never bothered me more than now... I want money, I want big money. Anyone out there who has an extra half a million ringgit you dunno where to spend? It'll be good investment I tell ya'... =P. Won't really blame em, even if I could. Haihz... everywhere around the world, people are collecting donations for China, soooo much money...@@ If only I could have some... Did China even ask for those donations? ''Please...we need money to buy cement and wood we already own in/on our big mountains'', ''Please...we need money to dig out more money still buried under remains of fallen buildings'' =P. I think China should be able to take care of themselves la... giving too much help would be like looking down on them *insert looking up emoticon*

*just visiting ignorant-self

My dream came late, much too late, haihz... like 16 years old gal having first period kinda late, =='' I seek recognition from myself for myself, but why couldn't I get it...haihz... out at sea with nothing to hold...

I wanna go back and take more subjects/ should've taken risks...haihz... cos I thought, NO, SPM is far too important, take no chances...and look how it came out...determination sux, or it just wasn't enough... >.>

I wanna re-do my interview, go for outstanding instead of moderate/ my mistake there, >.>

I wanna... I wanna go to Caltech, or Columbia U. @@ +.+ == >.>

I wanna believe that dreams aren't just meant for sleeping... >.>

I just wanna be happy... >.>

I am scorned... Some people might say ''Aiya, what passed had passed, stop thinking about it la...''. True, but thats not how I roll, man... I'm that kind of person who moves on while looks behind me every once in a while, thats just how I am... can't really explain why...

2008-05-25T19:49:00.002+08:00

Would you look at that, it has been quite a while... I honestly believe that this is my best one yet. @@ Emo-ness rules when it comes to these things...lol...

Out At Open Sea

Feeling like a piece of paper under a rock,
Dread of nothingness, of insignificance,
of a world where his is on the tallest pillar;
A world cold stared with empty winds,
Unwanting world...

Stupid rock,
Stupid, invincible, immune, admirable rock;
Caught him out at open sea,
Shattered what used will be.

Nothing,
Nothing more is there to grasp,
Out at open sea;
Nothing,
Nothing beats this yearning,
This yearning could not meek.

Suddenly,
It just feels easier to give in,
As gold turns to rust,
As a seat returns to dust;
Out at open sea,
Sunk,
In the blaze of tainted glory,
Upon seemingly pathless yellow wood,
He is out at open sea.

Beaten down,
Out at open sea,
Waves crushed thrice,
Old wounds unfold;
As a raptured soul bleeding love,
He sees last of aquatic glow,
Darkness claims his being,
Non-entity fills him within;
Indeed,
He is hollow...

You saw it premiered here, on weinchester.blogspot.com

2008-05-23T11:30:00.001+08:00

DAVID COOK WINS!!!!

Yay~...hehe...so proud, very glad. This is last entry on American Idol. The finale show was great, one and a half hours of greatness... I really liked the part where OneRepublic did Apologize with Archuleta! Though the collabo arrangement had some problems... However, they are gonna do it all over again next January, @@, hope I can watch it then too...
In case you still don't know, this is your American Idol Season 7 winner!!

T.T So many ppl kena matriks after appeal...but I didn't appeal...T.T *goes emo... >.>

It isn't always right to listen to your parents... ==

2008-05-21T20:56:00.003+08:00

AI FINALS!

Hmm...I don't think I'll go into much details this week, even though this is like the most important/imperative week of the whole season, @@. To me, the whole night was a little disappointing , none of the bang bang and a tad less on the ''wow'' factor...

The show started with boxing theme and they had both Davids in red and blue robes and boxing gloves, =='' with the Las Vegas-feel-announcer they have on WWE. Archie won the coin toss and chose to go 2nd, which was the right choice. David Cook started the night with a somewhat soft rock song by U2 chosen for him, it was not the right song I think for him because a rocker should start a show with a hard-rockin song to get things going, wake the audience up... It was just good but I really like that note ''scoop'' he did at the end. 2nd song was a new song composed for AI which the Davids have to choose among 10 songs. He sang his like a band lead singer but Simon thought it wasn't much of a winner's song, I kinda agree but it COULD be a winner's song, =P. I agree with Randy saying the song is not much but he did all he could AND maintain that rock feel he has. For the 3rd song, he did a new song even though in the past the contestants usually pick the best he had in the past. Strumming the guitar...giving a heart-felt performance that touched my heart, personal comments was ''wow...''. He cried at the end of the song, haha... the lyrics really fitted somehow...it really was a beautiful performance. Simon praised Archie throughout the night, slightly unpleased with Cook, same goes for Randy. Cook was being different, the original he was said to be?

Archie...David Archuleta, not my type =P, but undeniably, I admit that he could sing the phone book and he was really really in the zone tonight... He has a winner's vocals, thats for sure and he picked the right songs,like a full course meal... He was all the same even in different songs, but great vocals in all of em... The last song however, I think he did it better the first time, this time it was just...''not enough feel''. The first time he did it was like ''WOW'' with shiny black leather jacket...blue and white lightings...and a microphone stand, it was the whole ''feel'' pakage...

Okay, if people want different, go for Cook, but if they want cheesy-always-been-like-that-since-Kelly Clarkson, go for Archuleta. Simon le...said that Archie won the night...made it hard for Cook to win, but all wellz... it really really doesn't matter who wins. Looking forward to the results show, its gonna be great!

2008-05-18T01:20:00.002+08:00

Ok, I know its a little too late (it is late) but I'm still going to try it because I've seen it work for someone else? This totally goes against my principle. In my principle, nothing I play in my mind happens, Plane crashes...deaths...picturing unforeseen serroundings...scenarios...alien invasions...siege in GRSS...ruling another dimension...(way off course ==). My theory is the more you think about it, the less chance you'll get it? However, by making yourself not thinking about ''it'', your actually thinking about ''it''. Get it? Somehow, that could be a philosophy...or a random pile of BS. Never mind that, here goes...

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I typed every bit of it... There is so much more I can give if I can get JPA scholarship... I don't give a damn where they send me, but if I could choose, I'd want to go to Columbia University...

2008-05-15T16:40:00.002+08:00

AI TOP 3

Hey, the post per week...late one day, cos it doesn't really matter anymore, not to me in this condition... >.> . Everyone had to sing 3 songs this week, to get to the Finale next week which 2 of em will do the same thing again.

David A. opened the show, expectedly amazing but that also means that there's nothing outstanding. Starting with a ballad so mellow and sad (not worth mentioning name) somehow really kills the mood, but all in all a good performance. For the 2nd song, he did ''With You'' by Chris Brown. It was really an eye-opener! Does he read my blog complaining about him or is it THAT obvious that he's getting boring, haha... Even so, it was kinda a fatal attempt because that song definitely/totally does NOT fit him, but thumb up for trying. For the 3rd song, the producers chose another mellow love ballad for him, which to me did him no good at all. Expect him to be in the finals, foreseen ever since the early parts of the show...BUT, just like last season, someone who has not been in the bottom 2/3 was voted off, it could happen...

Syesha Mercado came after Archie, since the judges chose the first song, Randy chose ''If I Ain't Got You'' by Alicia Keys which is like one of the my favourite RnB songs of all time! She did great with the song, I really though she could out-sing Alicia Keys with that high range of hers... For the 2nd song, she chose the song "Fever". The song kinda blew me away, cos she worked that sex appeal good... @@ and her style of singing is becoming quite distinct. I somehow saw Beyonce in there somewhere... However, the judges didn't agree and they did not like it. Same goes for the 3rd song, which is more up -beat and ''high'' song. Paula keeps saying that it does not reflect on the personality of the singer.

David Cook was the 3rd contestant. Simon picked an old female melodious song for the rocker, mostly because he wants David to show some originality that we love. It was almost great because he pulled some high-rocker notes to finish the song, like how he did with ''Music of The Night''. For the 2nd song, he picked ''Dare You To Move'' by Switchfoot! OMG...i've been playing that song in my head for it fits how I feel currently. When he sang slightly slow, low pitch i was still doing okay, but as I sang along to the chorus part, my eyes started to blur, I was almost gonna cry. Wow...channeling all the emotions bottled up so long through a song, and what a song it was... Luckily, he had to end the song pretty fast, making me and Paula wanting more. Cross my heart, if David Cook sang the whole song, I would have cried. For the 3rd song, the producers chose ''I don't want to miss a thing'' by Aerosmith. That song is LEGEND...@@ David did quite a good job, but I would still much prefer the original. So proud I said his name during JPA interview, although I'm not sure if it jeopardised my chance... Even Simon said he won the night.

I'm at open sea with nothing to grasp...its easier to give in...

今天，我哏咽了。。。2 Iris-Goo Goo Dolls, but there's still much inside...

2008-05-11T15:17:00.002+08:00

I planned to publish a joyful post stating stuff I did over the longest holiday, but no....

I'm all bitter right now, this is gonna take a while...